I feel an arm pull me around....
"Viv wouldn't want you moping about and worrying about her for an hour, two hours." Jen says and I sigh.
"She'd be doing the same." I peel her hand off my shoulder and turn to walk again but this time she grabs my hand and pulls me back.
"Beth.."
"Get the fuck of me! My girlfriend is in surgery for fuck sake and your out here telling me to not worry. If it was Amber you'd care you'd know how it felt. But it's not! It's my fucking girlfriend. It's the only person in the world who understands me, the only one who loves me fully, who'd risk their own life for mine. She's my lifeline Jen. And if I lose her I lose myself. So don't go telling me to not mope about or to not worry. I'm going there and I don't care what your opinions on the matter is!" I shout this and everyone in the cafe turns to stare giving me sympathetic looks. Then I shrug off Jens hand and walk towards the room.
Really really short one today guys. Just got out of surgery yesterday and in a hospital in America Currently. I will be travelling back to England tomorrow or Thursday. Getting better and hopefully will be back up and playing for Villa and England soon. Xx
