Flower of Death

Chapter 23

"Hope integrity, love, kindness, power, rich, humanity. I am your leader. qu cai of the Yu Lu family of china. am I here to tell you about my life in a poetic manner. as I embark on my own culture. as you can see. the creator who made me also loved the very aspect and meaning of asian culture. making asian based dark stories and being a complete and utter fangirl of the asian culture and world. my name isn't qu cai.
That is a counterpart to my real heritage and name.
My name is Li Sushaz. the head...of the Amaryllis Lu family. my role as a family head matches exactly like uri Rose. Or should I say..rosebari Thorn. of the rose family in Japan. I'm here to say my poetic life in a paper, made by the finest paper in the history of the world, as my handwriting graze in the soft paper. as your leader. I will make sure to make your time more valued is more than my life. To the hundreds of people in this opera house. please be sure to listen to my voice. and embark on me. ahem..*cough* oo.. sounds raspy. but anyway.

the ocean gush down into the glass mirror.
My timid legs fall down, nearly shattering the glass with my weight. I pick up a flower from my trembling hands as it echos to the mirror.
It follows my rhythm of my body as I pick up this beautiful flower.
it's a
Amaryllis flower. As my ocean tears continue to fall. a flooding dark void consumes my full body.
It eats my flesh down, and it corrupts his souls, pulsating it with veins.
With the serum of sadness. the darkness is a hand.
Scented with the smell of sweet roses.
it crushed me to death and attached my limbs to serve as a puppet.
My blood started to sprinkle through my ruthless wounds. and my bones snap back to be a human..
But to be controlled with metal ropes in the meat of my limbs.
it shreds me to pieces, but I feel no pain at my blood spitting from my body.
the pain rips me... and tears me down.
I cry in emotionless anger as my mind screams in pain and leadership.
I look up to see a light shade of dark teal fall under my soul. My tears fall under my own face.
As my limbs continue to bleed to mix into it.
I look up. Full of anger but full of light to my own people just as a facade. my face full of pools of blood as I keep on my facade. Smiling like my cheekbones are going to break from the force.
-END-"

she shed a few tears after saying all of that bluntly to her own audience.

"This is my story. how I came to be. I love you all. And I don't want anything to happen to you all. I can't even believe how I got in this position. Most of my performances are happy, and it's only purpose to entertain all to make Juianyu Kau the best region you ever got in. i thank you all for moving me forward to be a stronger person and to give you all love in this new region held up in Tiwan, China. as a chinese girl such as myself. I love every one of my people. being a different culture and history isn't an issue. So... just for everyone in here. everyone in my opera house. I will be giving out a 500k cake that is made in France. Please enjoy and I bought it for all of you♡ I will be taking my leave so.. enjoy."
she dissappears as if she did a magic trick. But she really went under the stage.

"Ah...that was so hard to share out to my own people. Now, they are probably going to raise suspicions that I'm being controlled or I'm not fit to be their leader. I HAVE to remain as their leader..if I dont.. I will die. or everything I worked for in Juianyu Kau is going to deteriorate. I can't..."

"At least you are aware that I can kill you right here and right now if you ever blow my intentions on blowing up MY own region. This isn't your region.  I only kept you as a leader to be a pawn to cover up my plans for when the war started. and it starts this week. don't be such a baby♡"

her eyeballs are falling of tears, but she turned around to see suki.

"Li Sushaz...what a beautiful name. I almost forgot your family name is supposed to be a Chinese flower in the magnolian side of the world. That's surprising. but I must have a little talk with you. I heard everything you said. from your meeting with yui black and your preformance that you did just right now. I didn't... say anything about it. but spreading out information about me to a family head kinda pissed me off. You even shared your true feelings about me. As well as impressions... how do you feel if I go every info, wallet, personal info, security, and address all in one paper?
To your mother, to your father, to your sister, to your brother, to your cousin, to your anicent family heritage that is somewhat still alive. all get their info exposed to everyone. Come on...~
Tell me you do your job right."