Midnights with Pierce Psyche Esquivel

Chapter 17

It was just a simple swift kiss.

But I felt the electricity travelled from the tip of my hair down to my toes. My mind went blank and my eyes remained open, still shocked from what happened when he gave me another kiss on the lips.

And this time, he took it longer as he started moving lips. With the little strength that I have, I put my palms on his chest to push him away but my mind went totally hazy when he deepened the kiss, his one hand started caressing my waist and the other one on my nape, pushing me a little bit.

I could feel my knees weakening, and my body's about to give up. All I could think of was his warm lips, gently brushing mine, and as he deepened it more.

It was sweet. It was not my first kiss but I felt like I was granted a new experience. It was heavenly.

Ang kamay kong magtutulak dapat sa kanya ay nakakapit na ng mahigpit sa damit niya. I surrendered my whole body to him and even felt his hand on my waist, gripping my back harder.

And when I started answering his kisses back, I felt him stop for a moment, but quickly recovered and kissed me back again.

Nawawala na ako sarili kong huwisyo at ang tanging naririnig ko na lamang ay ang matunog namin na halikan. I felt his tongue seeking an entrance and I did not even hesitate to open up for him, letting our tongues meet each other.

I was supposed to be working right now, but here I am, kissing my Boss in the hallway. It was illogical but never been so right too.

We continued kissing more, when I felt his hand lowering more down to my butt.

Bigla ko siyang naitulak sa gulat. Of course, I was kissed before but I have felt someone’s hands on my butt or any private parts of my body.

I looked at him wide eyed while his eyes looked so sleepy. Nanatili siyang malapit sa akin pero nawala na ang kamay niyang nakahawak sa akin. My body suddenly felt so cold without his hands on my body.

Napapikit ako ng mariin at huminga ng malalim. That was too much….and why did I give in so easily? I was just thinking of ways on how to draw the line between us but with that I did, I am sure he’ll be thinking differently now.

Muli niyang kinain ang maliit na distansya sa pagitan namin kaya wala ulit akong nagawa kung hindi ang mapansandal sa pader. I gasped at what he did but he remained determined.

Ang mga mata niya ay namumungay at para na rin akong nahahawaan sa paraan ng tingin niya.

He then put his both warm hands again on my cheeks, caressing it gently.

“I can’t be the only one feeling this way…please baby…I just need a little bit of hope…”

Napapikit ako sa rahan ng boses niya, parang akong hinehela at pilit na pinapatulog. It was too much.

Hindi ko pa namumulat ang mata ko ng maramdam ko muli ang pagdaan niya ng labi niya sa pisngi, giving me sweet little kisses.

Linagay ko ang kamay ko sa dibdib niya para muli siyang itulak ng kunin niya ang mga ito at hinalikan ang parehong likod nito.

Hindi ko ulit mapigilan na matulala sa ginawa niya.

His eyes look at me gently, and again, he is too transparent. I kind of hated it because I knew he wasn't faking anything…unless he is just good at acting.

But I have been in this field for so long, I could read people’s mind and actions in an instant, and here I am, trying to refuse what I am seeing through his eyes. Ayokong maniwala.

“Lumayo po kayo…” And I can't believe those are the only words that I could utter.

I couldn't even make it stronger because it sounded so weak and soft. Parang nagmamakaawa lang ako imbes na magtunog galit.