It had been a few weeks since the whole Jayson ordeal and I figured the best way to deal with it was to handle it myself. It seemed as if every time I got into something other people got hurt and clearly they were tired of me and my drama. After everything I went to in order to please everyone they were all pushing me away. It's not through fault of their own, but because of the things that I've done. Even though I knew some of the things that I've done were wrong, I just couldn't see past me and what I wanted.I was at home watching Lifetime and stuffing my face with strawberries and Nutella. I was bored out of my mind and I was avoiding Jasmine and her crazy requests. I absolutely was not making that happen in a month so I took my time on some things. I let her know that it'd be more like two to three months because of some of the things that she wanted. I told her she always had the option of going to her father's office and letting him do a quick little wedding there. Of course she refused and was waiting on me.
I was over the movie that I was watching and flipped the channels until I ended up watching Fairly Odd Parents. I was just about to doze off when I got a text from Brandon asking me to meet him at the house so that we could talk when he got off of work. I sighed getting up and throwing my hair into a bun. I was in my bra and panties because I was hot so I just grabbed my maxi dress off of the arm of the couch and slipped it on. I knew he was still at work, but I headed over a little early because if I went to sleep I wasn't getting up.
On the drive over to the house I wondered what Brandon wanted. We were already legally separated soon after the counseling session. We were ordered to give it six months to a year to decided if we were actually going to divorce. Brandon had his mind made up that if there was no improvement that he would follow through. I was trying, but it seemed that the more I tried the worse it got. I kept up with my counseling sessions with both Dr. Strawter and Xavier. I came to the conclusion that some things that are broken aren't meant to be fixed.
When I got to the house it took me a minute to get out of the car. I was so lazy with this pregnancy. It wasn't anything like when I was pregnant with Sunny. I took a deep breath and pushed myself out of the car and walked up to the door. Brandon's truck wasn't in the driveway, but I could hear music from inside of her house. I shrugged my shoulders thinking that he actually pulled into the garage.
When I opened the door the lights were dimmed and there was some John Legend playing. I looked at the floor and saw rose petals scattered all over the floor with a trail leading to the stairs and where there were candles and more roses going up them.
"Um, Brandon?" I called out, but got no answer. "Brandon! Brandon I know you hear me."
I followed the trail and put one foot on the stairs. I hesitated to go up the rest, but I continued anyway. The further I got up the stairs the worse the feeling got in my gut. I was about to turn around and go sit in my car until Brandon got there, but the music stopped and then I heard our wedding video coming from down the hall where the trail of petals lead.
"What is he doing?" I wondered as I continued to follow the trail of rose petals.
"How about we play Mama Patti?" I heard once the TV was muted. The DVD was still playing because I could see the light from the TV mixed with the light from vanilla candles that were burning.
"What the hell?" I whispered once I recognized the voice. I pushed the door open and watched as they continued their show.
I must have rehearsed my lines a thousand times,
Until I had them memorized.
But when I get up the nerve to tell you,
The words just never seem to come out right.I flicked on the light switch and came face to face with someone who clearly wasn't Brandon.
"You're definitely not Brandon."
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Secrets of Love
RomanceIn Hurt Me To Love, Camille experienced heartbreak, abuse and betrayal. No matter what happened she couldn't catch a break. Camille and her husband, Brandon overcame secrets and deceit, now they are in a well deserved happy place in their lives. Wil...