rants of a shitty teen

i need to think of better titles wow

I almost typed totles and left it lmao

so I went to the doctor and we think I have ADHD and have had since I was little so there's that

but my bitch ass parents won't put me on medication like??? do you want me to continue to fail in school????

I FUCKING KNOW WHAT I WAS GOING TO POST LAST NIGHT BC I WAS WORKINB ON IT BUT THEN I GOT MY PHONE TAKEN AWAY AND FORGOT BUT OKAY HERE IT IS:

so there's this guy that I'm kinda but not really dating bc we've only hung out twice but I mean

and homecoming is next month and I want to ask him but like we've only hung out twice and I'm worried he'll say no and

so I was gonna ask him if he wanted to hang out this weekend but I live in a v v small town with literally nothing to do and I was gonna ask for ideas from my like 4-5 regular readers but I think I've got an idea but I'm still open to more but like

there's a movie playing in the park Saturday (JUMANJI YES) and I want to ask him to go but i have slight anxiety and I'm afraid of rejection but like ughhh

if anybody has other ideas pls hmu

BUT LISTEN TO THIS

so I was asking last night if I could go out with him this weekend and my dad was like 'no you've got too bad of an attitude' and blah blah blah and they continue to say how ----- wait hold on I forgot where I was going with this but

I was saying that I hate school and mom was like 'oh but you couldn't wait to go back this summer' and I said 'yeah bc I don't like it here either and the only reason I wanted to go back was to see friends not drown in homework' and my dad was all 'well if you hate it here so much I suppose I can start charging you 300-400$ rent and you can bet your ass you won't be bored next summer' and I turned around and said 'or you can just kick me out bc I'm okay with that' and I was talking to mom again and dad jumped in and said something and I turned back around saying 'I'm not talking to you' and yeah

I literally hate my parents like they are actually a big part of why I wanna kill myself but I've decided I'm not going to, I wanna avoid it

so I'm gonna run away and change my name and cut my hair and all that jazz and I feel like I've said this before but whatever bc I'm so sick of this shit like I understand they're my parents but once they start making me want to put a bullet through my head I'm going to make some changes, whether they like it or not.

QOTD: what's your favorite thing to drink?

AOTD: I'm really really really loving peach and raspberry green tea snapples like hOly shit they're great (I mean that as in two different types of drinks)