rants of a shitty teen

THIS IS HALLOWEEN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISTER FRANKENWEENIE IERO

okay so.... so much shit went down yesterday, including Ryan saying he loves me and the possibility of me breaking my finger so let me just....

TRIGGER WARNING

so I told him about my SI, and he didn't react at all how I thought he would. I honestly expected him to break up with me and kick me out of his house (and not that he's a person that would do that, I just feel like that's how anybody would react). instead, he pulled me in for a hug and said he didn't understand why I would think that he would leave me. then, I proceeded to tell him that I have lots of thoughts about killing myself, to which he replied 'I love you, and I'm here for you...' or something like that bc I was honestly so relieved when he told me that that I just kinda fell against him and zoned out and he gave me a little half hug thing.

TRIGGER OVER

anyways, that's over and I feel so much better now that he knows and yeah

now for the part where I thought I broke my finger.

so I'm not really sure how this started, but I was at Ryan's along with Isaac and their friend Dillon (or however it's spelled I don't even know). but I was just standing their zoning out when all of a sudden I see Isaac take Ryan and flip him over his back and onto the couch by his arm and I just kinda ?:&,939/9($/????

and then somehow they ended up tangled in a blanket on the floor (Isaac and Ryan) and Dillon tossed me a pillow so I started beating the two with it and something went horribly wrong bc Isaac grabbed ahold of my ankle and flipped me down onto the floor and then had hold of my feet and Dillon's all "hey you get her feet and I'll get her arms and let's throw her!!1!1!!" and I finally thrashed enough to get away. I eventually got back up and punched Isaac in the nuts for tripping me and he went down and it was amazing I was laughing so hard. while I was laughing, Ryan tackled me over onto the couch and I smacked my hand v v hard against the side of it and legit thought I broke my finger but I'm all good fam

later on we went to the haunted house and I was actually prepared to die. I kept my eyes shut tight and just had a death grip on Ryan until we were out of there, but THEN there was some fucking asshat in a skeleton costume walking really slowly for us and I almost cried.

side note--Isaac had been wearing v v loose sweats over shorts then and when he saw the big spooky scary skeleton dude he's like 'I got this' and this shit drops his pants and waddles towards the  dude and nobody flinches and I'm over there dying bc it was great

anyways yeah yesterday was great and today was great bc I hung out with Ryan for like five hours and I might go to another haunted house with him tonight but idk

BUT HAPPY FUCKING HALLOWEEN EVERYBODY

QOTD: favorite scary movie character?

AOTD: ehhhh I have lots of fav scary movies but my fav character would have to be..... Freddy Krueger or something idk I just like those movies

✌🏻️ peace out bitches ✌🏻️