Ashley Pov
I never thought I'll revisit my past in this way.
I had just came from the nail salon with Ashlen,Ansley,Anjoley and my granddaughters.So that we could spend time together.
But once I got home to my new apartment I just caught up on Alllllllllllllll the bad girls club episodes that I missed out on all those years.
Then I get a knock on the door.
"Who is it?"I Asked.
"August."the person behind the door said.
"Coming."I replied.
I opened the door and he was smiling at me."I just wanted to bring you an house warming gift,"he said as he walked in, handing me a bottle of champagne.
"Thank you."I replied grabbing it.
"Would you like to open it now?"he asked.
"No thank you,thanks for the offer though."I smiled.
"Alright then,I see you tryna catch back up on your show now."
"Yea."I replied as I sat back down on the sofa.
"Can I watch with you just for old times sakes?" He questioned.
"Yea,just one episode and back to your family you go,cause you have a wife and kid at home probably worried sick about you."
He ignored what I said and got on the sofa."You know where your spot is."
I smiled and laid in between his legs and rested my head on his chest.I listen to the familiar heartbeat that I loved to listen to, causing me to lightly smile.
Once the show went on commercial, August started tickling me.
"Omg August."I yelled as I laughed.We ended up rolling off the sofa and he was on top.We were both laughing and then we stared at each other.
I didn't wanna kiss him but we kissed anyways.As we made out he slipped his hand into my shorts.I tried to pull his hand out as I murmurred on his lips"stop."
He started rubbing my privates fast causing me to moan and said"You meant keep going."
Those were the same words Dudley use to say.
"Stop." I demanded as his other hand aggressively grab my right breast.
"Stop August!"I moaned.
"Babe relax." August said,same words Dudley also used."STOP AUGUST!"I screamed as I kneed him in his private part.
"What the fu** Ashley!"August yelled, causing me to flinch.Thats when I just started crying.
M"Do You know what the fu** stop means! Do you? Are you Dudley?Cause you obviously didn't stop.Don't you think I'm tired of my stops becoming pointless.I've been raped by a man for plenty of years and then once I think I'm free from getting raped,I almost get raped by the man I claim to love!!!You think you gon make me your sex slave now?!Whatchu gon do next August,knock me out so this can be an easy fu**!!"I cried.
I broke down crying, balling up into a ball like I use to every night after Dudley was done with me."God why me"I repeatedly said to myself as I cried.
"Ashley,baby I'm sorry please forgive me." He pleaded.He touched my back before I moved from him, "Don't fu**ing touch me August just leave!"
"I'm not leaving you Ashley." He protested.
"LEAVE." I screamed."No Ashley!"He said as he pulled me into his arms.I just cried on his chest as he cried too."I'm sorry baby,I'm really sorry,please forgive me baby,I'm sorry,I'm sorry."he said as he cried.
"Please forgive me."he whispered.I just nodded as I cried.
He picked me up and carried me to my bed.That whole night he held me while I cried myself to sleep as his phone blowed up with calls from Val. He just turned off his phone and just held me tighter.
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We Need Each Other
Fanfiction*Read Lay Me Down, Lay me down 2: Yours forever, Lay me down 3, and Lay me down 4:Without you, All grown up* Aiden learns that Family is Family. That he'll need that shoulder to lean on and to talk too.We need each other.
