Take Me 2

Chapter [50]

The songs for the last chapter are:

-Sober: Selena Gomez

-Take Me Home: Cash Cash ft. Bebe Rexha

Last chapter ever... Enjoy my loves

September

We fall for each other at the wrong time. Only for a moment, but I don't mind. Guess I don't know where to draw the line, the line, the line. And we'll play the same game every night. Up in the clouds. Yeah, you know how to make me want you. When we come down. Oh I know, yeah I know, it's over.

You don't know how to love me when you're sober.

When the bottle's done you pull me closer. And you're saying all the things that you're supposed to. But you don't know how to love me when you're sober.

Why is it so different when we wake up?

Same lips, same kiss, but not the same touch. Don't you know that you do it just enough, but not enough. But I know what's next, and I want so much. Up in the clouds. Yeah, you know how to make me want you. When we come down. Oh I know, yeah I know, it's over.

You don't know how to love me when you're sober.

When the bottle's done you pull me closer. And you're saying all the things that you're supposed to. But you don't know how to love me when you're sober.

I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should. But your love's too good, your love's too good, good, good. I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should. But your love's too good, your love's too good, good, good.

Yeah!

You don't know how to love me when you're sober!

When the bottle's done you pull me closer. And you're saying all the things that you're supposed to. But you don't know how to love me when you're sober. You've got a hold on me. You're like a wasted dream.

I gave you everything.

But you don't know how to love me when you're sober...

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What if life is a dream and when we die, we wake up?

If someone were to ask me four years ago when I first set foot into my high school, what I had imagined it to go like. Well, for starters, I probably would have said something along the lines of this, "I don't know."

And it was frightening. I always want to know where I will go, who will come with and why. I had it all straighten out and plotted the exact way I wanted it. I had imagined every single bump in the road and analyzed how to get over it.

The only bump I didn't imagine was him.

It always happens like that doesn't it?

You can go your whole life believing it's going to go one way, but with one wrong person, it will all change. Or maybe it won't, I guess it's all just up to you.

Perhaps I was doomed from the moment I set foot into the Biebers' house when I first met Asher. Maybe it was all my fault, but whatever the reason, give or take. I don't look back wishing the past year and half would disappear, I welcome it as a pleasing memory.

Sure sometimes I'll break down and cry, but it's not because I miss him, it's because of the way we left it.

"Selena I can't go to California, there is nothing for me there." he says, throwing his arms over his head. It's late and we were only moments ago naked in my bed. Now he paces around in front of me in nothing but a pair of sweatpants while I struggle to put on his t-shirt. Pattie is down stairs sleeping so I try to keep my voice down, but Justin doesn't seem to care. He stalks across the floor with heavy feet, running his fingers madly through his hair.