Twenty Øne Piløts Imagines

He Tells You About His Past (Tyler)

I open my eyes, it's morning, I roll over and see Tyler staring at the ceiling.
"Morning babe."
"Good morning."
I scoot closer to him and he puts his arm around me.
"Is everything okay?" I ask
He looks down at me and he looks like he's about to cry.
"Not really."
"I'm so sorry Tyler."
"Don't be sorry, it isn't your fault, I was just thinking about my past, thats all."
"Do you wanna talk about it?"
"Yeah, it'll probably make me feel better."
"Okay."
"I was just thinking about how when I was younger I was so depressed, sometimes I still get that way, I was so sad then, I tried not to show it, but inside my head I was screaming for someone to notice me, for someone to help me. When I wrote No Phun Intended I was in a really dark place in my life. I wanted to die, and music was one of the only things that helped me. I'm so scared that I'll be that way again, because I'm afraid that it will make you want to leave, and I can't lose you, I just can't."
"Your never going to lose me tyler, I love you no matter what, your the most amazing person I have ever met, and if you do get bad again I'll be here to help you."
He looks at me and I can see that he has tears running down his cheeks. He pulls me closer to him and says
"I love you."
"I love you to."