Hold me Tight | Vkook

So much

Jungkook waited inside the cafe, his hands shivering as he hid it under the table, feeling stupid that he didn't even wear a sweater instead of his white tee, obviously not used to the cold air conditioned place as it all started 6 years ago, when he got home from the airport and his friends got worried when they saw the youngers condition, drenched in cold rain water before he collapsed in front of them. After that he woke up with pale skin and dry lips, starting that day he's not in good condition in any cold places like this anymore, good thing his order of hot coffee already arrived or else he felt like collapsing in any minute now.

"Did I wait you too long?" A smooth yet sincere voice caught his attention once he notice the man on his suit sat in front of the same table as his, Jungkook awkwardly smiled before turning his attention back to his coffee, "How is he?" he asked while playing with his fingers, Hoseok sighed "He's doing fine, I guess".

Apparently the two already met weeks ago when Jungkook managed the event Hoseok has been preparing for for his company, the two already talked about how well have they've been doing and Jungkook couldn't help but to put Taehyung inside their conversation, Hoseok never failed to tell the younger that Taehyung had been a successful man in just one year. And of course, Jungkook was proud and happy for the older, he wanted to know more but they already ran out of time, he wished to have more updates about Taehyung but luck was never his side that he failed to get Hoseoks number.

"What do you mean?" Jungkook asked, "I don't know, I never talk to him for almost a week now" the older answered that made the younger frown, "why?" and with that Hoseok just shrugged his shoulders while looking on the other side of the window, "I guess that my conscience is slowly eating me, and I'm sorry, I feel guilty for what I did 6 years ago", after that he sighed, "the reason why I called you here is to let you know what really happened, to clarify things to you."

And Jungkook couldn't help but feel guilty, sad and angry at the same time. He felt guilty for blaming Hoseok everything without knowing the truth, he felt angry to himself because it was all his fault, he felt sad because he didn't do anything, I'm so stupid, he said to himself after Hoseok had told everything to him. "You didn't have to say sorry, it was me who had to blame in here" he said before giving the older a small smile.

"I'm returning him to you, expect that he'll move to your house on Sunday"

"But he doesn't remember me, and has no memory about Taegeuk, what if he doesn't agree?"

"Just leave everything to me, remember, I'm always here to help, don't worry"

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It was already dark when Jungkook came home, once he opened the door he heard music playing from Taegeuks room, he smiled and came inside, he saw Taegeuk in her pyjamas while painting something on her canvas, "baby, have you eaten dinner yet?" he asked once he sat beside her, the little girl looked at him and just nod, Taegeuk is an independent daughter, and Jungkook was glad he raised her in a good way. But it just saddens him that sometimes they can't have enough time for each other, like bonding perhaps because he was too busy at work, and Jungkook nonetheless is trying his best to give Taegeuk enough attention so that she wouldn't feel abandoned.

"what are you painting?" he asked, admiring the unfinished art infront of him, "us" she smiled, inside the painting there are three people with no faces walking hand in hand, a little girl in the middle while the two men were holding the childs hands, he could say that it was very artistic, but he couldn't feel any emotions in it, "can you tell me who is who?...who is this?" Jungkook asked pointing to the other male that was drawn beside them, "It's Daddy, and that is you, obviously this is me" she said after pointing to each and one of them, Jungkook nodded.

"Are you having a hard time with the faces?, do you want mommy to help you?" he asked once again, but Taegeuk just shook her head, "N-no. I think I can handle it" and Jungkook noticed his daughter frown, "Hey, why is my Taegeuk sad?", he said while brushing the younger girls soft hair using his fingers, Taegeuk sighed before she placed all her materials down, "It's Just that...I don't know what it feels like to be with daddy" and Jungkook couldn't help but to be speechless for a moment, "Do you think we'll be happy if he comes back?, do you think we're happy if he never left?"

"Why are you saying that, of course we'll do"

"And what if he won't?"

Jungkook was taken aback after what he heard from Taegeuk, she's right, they're not sure if they'll be happy or the other will even though Taehyung is around, now that they know what really happened about the accident. Jungkook had thought of this before, and even though it's hard, it's the truth that Taehyung chose another guy besides him. But no matter what will happen, he'll do everything just to get his family back.

"Is that the reason why you can't draw the faces?" and with that, Taegeuk looked down, Jungkook sighed, "Hey, It's late, do you want me to sleep beside you?", "yes". With that the two of them settled themselves on Taegeuks bed, before Jungkook gave Taegeuk a kiss goodnight, "Goodnight, tomorrow we'll do grocery shopping since it's Saturday, so be early, okay?."

"Okay...

...mommy?"

"Yes?"

"How much do you miss Daddy?" Taegeuk asked as Jungkook hugged the younger girl closely, before closing his eyes as another tear fell from his tired eyes.

"So much"

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Nan/N my head hurts while writing this, so im sorry if this one is a crappy one :((((

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