I had been waiting for this all day. Normally I'd wait until all my work was finished before clocking out but today, as soon as the end of my shift came I was gone. Getting home as fast as I could, I quickly showered and changed into a tshirt and underwear. Let's be real, who wears pants when you live alone? Grabbing my laptop, I got situated on my bed. Checking the time, I just went to click the Skype application when it opened on its own.
'Adam Hann Calling'
The incoming call sound bursting through the speakers. I took a second to admire that he changed his icon to a photo of us before I clicked accept. I waited a moment for the connection to stabilize before talking.
"Your timing never fails to creep me out." I smiled, although my chest was aching at the sight of him.
"I told you I had cameras installed. I see every move you make." He joked.
"That's not fucking creepy." I heard Ross comment from beside him. Poking in quickly to wave and say hi before disappearing. Adam just rolled his eyes, before turning back to me. He looked so nice today. He had a light yellow blouse on in which the buttons started rather low so I could see his chest even though he wore his leather jacket over it.
"Where are you?" I asked, trying to inspect the background. It was noisy but not too bad.
"We're playing a festival today so our dressing room is next to other acts. It's rather hectic." He responded, glancing up at something I couldn't see.
"Do you want to call me back? If you're-" he cut me off. He was adorable and quiet until he wanted to be heard.
"You're fine babe. We don't go on for a while. " He looked at me briefly before again watching whatever was happening there with him. I watched his eyes follow whoever was moving, the chatter moving with them, and then it was quiet.
"Perfect. They finally left." He smiled at me. As he looked at me, his face contorted in confusion.
"Is that my shirt?" He asked, immediately I moved the screen so he couldn't see it.
"No..I don't know what you're talking about." I played it cool, by which I mean not at all.
"That's my shirt. I've been wondering what happened to it, you little thief." He teased, fixing himself on the couch he was on while shaking his head.
"I need something to help me get through my lonely days here while my boyfriend travels all around the world." I readjusted the screen, as the cat was out of the bag.
"Hey, you know you're more than welcome to travel around the world with me." His voice going from playful to semi serious.
"You know how my job is though. If it were up to me I'd be beside you at every show." The feeling of loneliness creeping in as it always did when we Skype called. He was there and I was here and even though we could see each other it wasn't the same as being there.
"Baby.." Adam reeled me back in knowing exactly what was happening. It always did.
"I miss you." I confessed. The last time I actually saw him in person coming up on almost two months ago. I heard him sigh. He looked at my with sympathetic eyes through the computer screen.
"I'm sorry. I hate doing this to you, calling you and acting like a baby. I just-" I moved my hair as it was falling in my face, shaking my head at myself.
"No, I'm sorry. I'm not there for you the way I should be. I'm a shitty boyfriend." I could see the disgust in his face which baffled me.
"Adam! Like fucking hell are you a shitty boyfriend." I scolded, taken back by this sudden loathe for himself. I mean I always would whine like a baby on Skype calls cause I missed him but he's never said anything like this. Putting himself down was something I didn't want to see him do when I couldn't physically be there to stop it.
"Adam, listen to me." My tone getting serious.
"You're not a shitty boyfriend. You're the sweetest man I've ever been with. You're kind and generous and you're doing what you love. Don't be sorry about that. You get to travel the world with your best mates and play music to people who love and adore you. Okay, yea it sucks we don't get to be together as much when you're on tour, but you always make the effort to make this work. We both do. Remember that time you sent me flowers? You had to stay up all night to even call the shop because of the time difference. I don't know any guys who would be willing to do that. My god, instead of wondering around the festival you're skyping me! I dont know what I did to deserve you but you're the farthest thing from a shitty boyfriend." This skype call took an emotional turn really quick. I could feel myself wanting to cry not from missing him but from just how proud I was of him. To be able to stand back and say 'yea that's my boyfriend.' There was a moment of silence before he started laughing.
"That was the worst. Didn't the flowers end up with broken stems by the time they got to you?" He laughed, recalling the memory.
"Yea, but I was able to save most of them." I laughed myself. He was so pissed at the company.
"I miss you too, a lot." He smiled but I could see the longing in his eyes.
"We'll be together soon. My, how the tables have turned. Usually you're the one comforting me on these calls." I teased, making him smile. That's all I needed.
"I've just been thinking about you all day." He said, it was nice to know it was me he thought of throughout the day in which he was in beautiful cities in sure surrounded by beautiful people.
"I'm not going to lie I was so excited for this all day." I laughed, slightly embarrassed at how sad my life was at times.
"To tell you the truth, so was I. And you being in my shirt on top of it just makes it even better." He raised his eyebrow at me, small smirk on his face. The conversation carried on for a while before their manager popped in to let him know they had press to do. Wishing him luck we ended the call. My room suddenly feeling empty. Shutting the laptop I just sat there, my phone screen lighting up beside me.
From: Adam Hann Goodnight, I love you. I'll see you soon 😘
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He definitely made the long distance relationship worth it.
A/N: This just came to me this morning and I needed to get it down. I kinda feel like it's all over the place ?? Anyway, can we just take a minute to bask in how precious of a boyfriend Adam must be? His girlfriend is a very lucky girl.
