Today Tomorrow Always (iKON x BLACKPINK Fanfiction)

Tomorrow (17)

It was the second day of the school trip. Lisa was busy all day helping in the council's work while all the other students had their free period until after lunch time. Hanna spent all her free period apologizing to Jisoo and trying to gain her trust back. June wanted to take a closer look at the lake and be alone for a while. He couldn't sleep well last night because of what Lisa said.

When he got to the lake, he wasn't lucky because there was someone on the spot that he wanted to go. The guy noticed him and to his surprise, it was Chanwoo.

"Oh. You're here." Chanwoo said.

"Yeah. I wanted to have a good look at the lake." June said.

June came closer and stood inches away from Chanwoo. He looked for flat rocks and started to throw rocks and try to make them skip at the lake.

"Remember the time you asked me if I want Lisa to be my girlfriend?" Chanwoo asked.

"Yeah. I remember you answered 'yes'. What about it?"

"After that, I asked you if you like her too and you said 'no'. Why did you lie?"

June threw another rock and said, "This might sound lame, but I was scared because I don't know if I'm ready to love again. Last time I did, it almost killed me."

"So are you ready now?" Chanwoo asked.

"I don't know. I am so sure of how I feel for her, but last night she told me she can't be with me anymore." June paused, searched for more rocks, and continued, "I guess I could never really prepare and be ready for anything, but I understood that love is not for the weak and scared."

Chanwoo chuckled and said, "Well, You should teach her that too. Good luck though. Lisa is pretty stubborn."

"I know." June laughed with him.

Chanwoo then joined him in making rocks skip and they got competitive. Chanwoo made the rock skip 5 times with his first try.

Chanwoo suddenly remembered, "June! I'm sorry about punching you at the party."

"That's okay, man. I deserve it anyway for not protecting her feelings."

"Hey! That's not your fault. I knew that you had nothing to do with the kiss."

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"Yaaa! You knew?? Then why did you have to punch me??"

"I'm sorry! I don't know what I was thinking. I guess I always wanted to do it." Chanwoo laughed.

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During lunch time, Jisoo, June and Chanwoo sat together. Jisoo was really happy that finally the two guys were in speaking terms. They definitely had a lot to talk about and June kept telling Chanwoo that he misses Chanwoo's refrigerator at their house because it never runs out of food. The three of them had a good laugh. Jisoo knew that Lisa would be the happiest if she knew that June and Chanwoo are okay now.

After lunch, they got out of the cafeteria and headed to the main camp site because it was almost time for afternoon activities which involves different games and seminars. While the three of them were walking, Hanna suddenly approached them.

"June, I know that I've caused you a lot of trouble, but could we please talk." Hanna pleaded.

"We should leave you guys." Chanwoo held Jisoo's arms and they both continued walking. Jisoo was not really happy about the idea because she still despises Hanna for what she did, but Jisoo trusted June.

When June and Hanna were alone, Hanna could not look into his eyes. She has so much to say and it felt like her mouth was drying because of how sorry she was.

"I'm really sorry, June. I'm sorry for not choosing you back then."

June didn't expect that from Hanna. Although it was in the past now, he actually felt relieved that she apologized for it.

"I'm sorry for wanting you back. I'm sorry for kissing you at the party. I'm sorry that Lisa is still not talking to you. If I could do anything for her to come back to you, I would. If I need to transfer school again, I would." Hanna said.

June let out a sigh and replied, "You don't have to do that. Besides, the reason why she doesn't want me anymore is not because of you."

"She doesn't want you anymore???" Hanna was shocked.

"I think she was feeling insecure and doubtful about us because of how we started our relationship." June sat down at the grass and placed his hands on his head and groaned, "Ahhh!! I really don't know what to do!"

Hanna sat beside her and said, "I don't know how you two started as a couple and I could feel that it might have been something awful, but whatever it is, I would rather have that awful start like what you two had than an awful ending that we had."

June just looked at Hanna. She smiled at him and said, "Win her back please. As much as I wouldn't like to admit it, you're perfect for each other."

"I'm trying." June said.

Hanna stood up and offered her hand so that June could stand up too, "Go to her now and try harder, pabo!"

After giving him a little push, June walked away to look for Lisa. Before he could go far, he looked back at Hanna.

Hanna smiled and shouted, "Go get her!"

June smiled back and ran off to find Lisa. He still didn't know what to say or what to do, but Hanna was right. He has to try harder.

Hanna's smile went away along with him disappearing from her sight. She was happy that she finally could let him go even if he wasn't hers to give away. She felt tears overflowed from her eyes.

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AN: I hope you guys listened to the youtube video that I attached. It's Hanna's version of Goodbye Sadness, Hello Happiness.

Got this translation from jpopasia.com:

 And now it's over, love is over
This must be where our memories end
The words for this to be eternal, I so love you
Everything's becoming faded in time now

Everything we did together in this world
I'm sure our traces will all be erased as well
Time that I was happy in, goodbye now
Go on living in a place where there's no sadness

Goodbye sadness, be on your way, hide your tears
Hello my happiness, you're here to stay, stay by my side
One day in my life, in an awesome moment
I'll probably long for our longing love then  

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