Poems: Emotions Seeping Through

Profound Longing

Love is what I longed for
and I badly need it more.
I crave for it
because that is what I lacked with.
It even scares me,
having to realize that no one loves me.

People just show me "it"
but no feelings inside it.
Even doctors can't cure me,
only giving medications to uplift me.
It's like having these medicines: tablets of sympathy
and doses of pity.

Everytime I was forced to take them,
I was wavering like the worst part of the story behind an anthem.
All sadness consuming me,
slowly becoming part of me.
Though it's devouring me alive,
I could only hope that the love left within myself could help me survive.

-SaCr1f1CeR