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i'm falling.
i'm madly growing even more attracted – no. i am way more attracted to her, i feel so attached to her. aoi's presence is enough to brighten my day.
the longer i spend my days together with her, the realization of she was everything i needed and will ever need to suffice the loneliness that has always clouded my heart haunts me.
the growing feeling of this deep adoration terrifies me that, that i would start to want to have her for myself. i've never felt this kind of need to have others in my entire life and i don't know how to deal with it.
am i being obsessive or possessive? oh dear bunnies, i hope not but –
–i wouldn't ever want to return to that goddamn forsaken house. the very sole place that never treated and cared for me when it should have been the main place where i can always go back to – it has never been my home.
in aoi i found my home.
she's more than enough for me and i wouldn't ever want to be with someone else in my life. i know this is still early to be speaking about the future but i – if she allows me too, i want to spend my lifetime with her.
i'm starting to love you and i'm guilty of being a fool for what my heart wants.
