I Always have, and always will

Chapter 1

Chapter 1:
Spencer's pov:
It's getting harder to keep my feelings about JJ a secret. Henry has been really sick lately so the team and I are going to the hospital with some gifts to cheer him up. "Hey Reid." Morgan says as I hop in the car with him. "Hey Derek. What did you get Henry?" I ask. "A water gun. The kid is three and a half he's gotta start somewhere!" Then we both laugh. We get there to see Rossi, Hotch, Emily and JJ standing at the front door. "Hey guys!" JJ says as we step out of the car. She hugs Derek and tries to hug me but I dodge it. I might do something stupid if she hugs me. She brushes it off though. "Hey-." Emily says but gets cut off. Her jaw drops as she points to Garcia. She walks up to us with both arms full of presents. All of our mouths drop. "Hello super nerds!" She says. "Those all better not be for Henry." JJ looks worried. "Of course not!" She says. "This ones for you." She points to a small red bag. We laugh at that. As we walk into the hospital the doctor comes up to us. "Jennifer Jareau?" "Yup that's us." She replies to the doctor, "Room 153." She points down the hall. We walk in and see that Henry is awake and coloring. "Hey buddy!" I say. "Uncle 'pence!" He gives me a big hug. "This is for you!" He gives me a picture of me and him fighting villains. "Thanks bud." And I slide it into my bag. "Well I gotta go get something to eat." Will says. "Be back babe." He says to JJ and then kisses her. I feel hurt and sad. I don't know why. I mean I will never have her. We sit there as Henry opens his presents and I stare at JJ. I hope no one notices. He plays with some of the gifts until the doctor comes in. "Henry can go now." She says. "Yaaay!" He shouts. "Come on!" I say and I give him a piggy back ride to the waiting room.

JJ pov:
The doctor leaves to get the papers so I talk to the team. "We should all go get something to eat later *cough cough* Rossi's." Jokes Derek. "Yea maybe some pizza." Hints Hotch. "Alright fine! But this is for Henry! How about this Saturday?" Rossi smiles. "Sounds good." Everyone agrees. As we're talking I see Spence and Henry playing. I wish Will played with Henry like that. Spence is so kind, caring- no stop. You are in a relationship you can't think like that. Then the doctor comes in. "Hi Ms. Jareau I just need you and Henry's dad to fill out these forms about his tests and such." "Ok." I reply. "Where's his dad?" She asks. "Oh right I'm sorry he left to get a bite to eat." She looks around a bit. "No he's over there." She says as she points to Spence. "Excuse me?" I ask puzzled. "Doctor Spencer Reid is the father, we found that out in one of the tests." My eyes go wide as well as everyone else's. "You mean Pretty boy and JJ-." Derek stops and starts to laugh. "Oh my gosh!" Garcia says as she almost jumps out of her chair. "Doctor Reid." The doctor calls for him he walks over to us. "Can you please fill out your child's papers." He looks puzzled. Spencer Reid is Henry's dad.

Spencer's pov:
"What?" I ask. "Spence I guess you are Henry's father." JJ tells me. How? Oh now I remember. It was 4 years ago. JJ and I went out for a few drinks and then it turns hazy. I can't really remember much either than going out with JJ and them waking up with her next to me. After everyone talks through the confusion I sign the papers and we all leave. In the car Morgan starts bugging me. "Oh my god! Pretty boy slept with.-" "Don't even start." I warn. "Ok but how?" He asks with a smile on his face. I explain what I can remember and I am still in shock. I get to my apartment and I go to bed I just can't believe I am Henry's dad.