Supernatural X Reader

Memory Loss ~ Supernatural x Reader

You were in you room in the bunker. You had been in there for days. Chase, your boyfriend, had proposed to you earlier that week. You loved him so much. The next day he had been possessed. He attacked you and you you had been forced to kill him.

"(Y/N)!" Dean was pounding on the door.

"Go away!" you yell through fits of crying.

"(Y/N)! Please talk to me!" Dean was still pounding on the door.

You walk over and sit at the foot of the door, so even if they picked the lock they wouldn't get in.

"(Y/N), Dean and Sam are worried about you," Cas appeared in front of you, causing you to jump.

"Go away Cas," you mutter. Cas leaves and you hear him, Sam, and Dean talking outside your door.

"Cas, try again! We can't leave her in there!" came Dean's muffled voice.

"She told me to leave her alone," Cas said calmly.

"If only she could just forget Chase," Sam muttered. There was his name again. Sam gave you an idea.

"Cas," you are barely able to get that word out.

"I'm here," Cas is in front of you again.

"Can you do it?" your voice is barely audible.

"Do what?" he has a confused look on his face.

"Make me forget-," you knew you couldn't say the name without busting into tears,"Him."

"(Y/N), are you sure-," Cas starts.

"Can you do it Cas!" you rose your voice. Cas gave you a look full of pity and was gone.

"She what!" Dean yells from the other side of the door. You get up and open the door for the first time in days. Dean looks at you and pulls you into a tight hug.

"Cas, do it," you mutter.

"(Y/N), do you really want to forget Chase?" There was his name again. He was dead because of you. Tears slipped out of your eyes.

"Dammit, Sam!" Dean furiously whispered to his brother.

"Cas, do it," you look up at him,"Please."

"Dean, Sam-," Cas looked at them.

"If she really wants it," Dean said.

"Dean-," Sam starts.

"If that's how Jess went, would you forget her? If you had a way?" Dean asked. Sam remained silent.

"(Y/N)...," Cas knew he had lost,"Do you want him completely gone or a new memory of him?"

"Gone," you manage.

"This will make you black out," Cas touched his palm to your forehead and everything went black.

You woke up to see three men strangling over you. Cas, Sam, and Dean.

"What happened?" you ask. You sat up and saw Dean and Sam's faces were full of worry.

"A demon attacked you," Dean said.

"Why are you so damn worried?" you ask, moving to your feet.

"He was possessing a friend," Dean looked like he had just seen Sam die.

"Do I know him?" you ask, moving towards your closet to get some clothes.

"No," Dean said. He ushered everyone out so you could change and closed the door behind him.

You saw a picture taped on the inside of your closet door. It was of a guy sitting on the Impala. He was blond and he had longish hair. He was muscular and tall. His smile made you melt. He was with Sam, Dean, and you.
You grabbed the picture and walked out to find the boys.

"Who's this?" you hold up the picture so they can see.