Darkness, I tried opening my eyes, but darkness.
I look up into the darkness, but everything dark.
I hear a heartbeat.
Boom, Boom, Boom
Softly and slowly, is this how death feels... Calm and happy. I don't feel any pain, only the calm rhythm of a heart.
Boom, Boom, Boom
Over and over again, but it doesn't get boring, only more intoxicating, more soothing after every beat. Letting me fall deeper and deeper into what ever this is.
Boom, Boom, Boom
Maybe I'll join Phil or maybe this is my endless void of death, it isn't bad, it's nice and very dark. Yeah I like it...
Boom, Boom, Boom
Well at least I won't have to get old, but why did Pj do it. Was he so unstable...
Boom, Boom, Boom
I wonder if darkness is all I'll see... Being in the dark isn't that bad. It feels numbs...
Boom, Boom, Boom
But it doesn't feel right...
Boom Boom, Boom Boom, Boom Boom
The heart started to quicken, making me uneasy. I thought death was suppose to bring peace...
Boom Boom, Boom Boom, Boom Boom
B-But what about my family and friends, Jake, my mum, my brother and my dad.
Boom Boom, Boom Boom, Boom Boom
I can't leave them, they mean everything to me. I want hug my mum and scruff my brother's hair up.
Boom, Boom, Boom
The rhythm slowed down to only a soft tiny thump.
I want to talk to my dad again.
I want to hold hands and cuddle with Phil.
I want to help Pj feel better.
I want to say hi to all my followers on the internet.
I want to live...
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The Beginning to The End (Some Phan)
FanfictionWhat do you do if your everything is gone, if what you love has disappear to dust. I don't know what I can do anymore. It's my fault. All my fault. _____________________________________________________________ Hey there my pretties fanx for checking...
