The Beginning to The End (Some Phan)

Part 26

-Dan-

I've been the hospital for about a week now, I've requested that I don't have visitors. I couldn't face anyone, I don't know what happened, but everyone thinks I remember.
I'm suppose to see the psychologist today, then I can leave, back to the apartment, wait what if Pj is there. He probably told everyone I jumped.
"Mr. Howell, I'm Dr. Winters, but you can call me Anderw"
"Okay Andrew, you can call me Dan"
"Okay, I understand that you're experiencing some problems and I'd like to help you with them" He smiled

Problems? That's all he can say? They aren't problems, they are my life. I keep almost dying and now I'm back at the hospital. I ran away in hope of escaping this, but no PJ came back again, pushed me off a building and now I'm back where I always end up, hospital.
"Dan? Are you still with me, as I was saying, if things don't go well we're gonna get to the-"
"Ha! Lemme guess, loony bin? Yeah I'm crazy, right?" I said interrupting him.
"Well, yes..." He dragged his voice.

I knew it, I'm crazy. They're gonna send me away from everything and all I'll have is imaginary Phil to keep me company.
"Doc? Tell me something"
"Yes?" He said his voice filled with caution and curiosity.
"None of this would have ever happen if I have just went with Phil and told him to wait, I wouldn't be here and he wouldn't be dead" I said as tears streamed down my face.
"Dan? What do you mean?" He's voice now filled with confusion.
"If I had hurries up, PJ wouldn't have killed Phil and I wouldn't be here" The emotions all coming out, my voice cracking as I spoke the words that have been weighing me down.
"No, would do mean hurried?"
"Phil was taking us out for dinner and was murdered! What the fuck don't you understand!"
"I don't understand the fact Phil was murdered"
"You're the fucking Doctor! You should know this!" I screamed at him while crying.
"He wasn't murdered Dan" He said in a much calmer tone.
"Get out." I said, pointing at the door, of course he's dead I saw his body on the cold pavement floor.
"Dan, I'm not goin-"
"GET THE FUCK OUT RIGHT NOW, I'M GONNA CALL SOMEONE!" I shouted even louder, my voice cracking and hurting from the volume I was expressing. By now my eye were puffy and red, my cheeks tear stained and wet.
He walked out the room, looking at me one more time before leaving. I heard him speak to someone and then he walked again.
"Well seeing as I'm not getting any where today, I'll see you next week, you're free to go home, there's a taxi waiting outside for you and here's the key to your apartment, I trust you know where to go?"
"Y-Yeah" I said quietly as a nurse came in with my clothes and keys.
"Goodbye Dan, see you next week"
I got dressed and went to the taxi to get back home....