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Chapter 36

I moaned when he kissed my vulnerable spot. He felt so amazing with his body pressed up against mine.

I slowly pulled the cover over us. He started kissing me down to my chest. His thumb caressed my cheek and the other played with my breast, both following a circular motion. He brought both his hands taking in each bosom and pressing them. That felt so much amazing. 

I could feel his bulge grinding against me and that was tensing my muscles already. He slowly pulled up the hem of my dress and my hand was about to move when he whispered in my ear, "Do you trust me darling?" And I shyly nodded. 

Its true, I didn't want him to stop. He took both my wrists in his one hand grasp. He began kissing my lips slowly. 

His other hand reached down and I felt it through the fabric of my panties. I had this throbbing sensation between my legs when he fixed his knee between them to part them. Now he was touching me. There. 

He began slightly pressing and rubbing my sweet spot, sending jolts of electricity down my body. His hand left my wrist and fixed up on my hip. My fingers were digging his back, wanting to feel his heated body on mine. 

He pressed harder making my back arch as he intensified his finger play. He increases his speed, pausing between our kisses and the insides of me were on fire, like about to explode. 

I was moaning in pleasure calling his name, as I was near the intense feeling building up, pushing me to the edge. And with other fine press, I came out in all my glory feeling my wet core. My body fell weak and I was feeling dizzy. 

That sensation had my body on fire, an insatiable hunger for more. He placed a kiss on my cheek and pulled out the cover. Did I just come? He said with a sexy smirk, "yep you org*smed for me sweetheart" and then entered the bathroom for another shower. And after he returned, he helped me stand up and then I went to clean myself up. 

Hechanged into his TMNT pyjamas and a TEEHEE T-shirt. 

TEEHEE sounded funny andcute. Totally like Ryan. But I never knew he adored ninja turtles... I mean ittook me a minute to digest that a serious guy like him would have even watchedcartoons, let alone buy printed clothes. It was fascinating to to share a lovefor cartoons with him. 

All we needed were mickey and Minnie mouse pyjamas and aT-shirt with Mr and Mrs with a pointed arrow each. Such an adorable couple. Ourship would totally sail. 

I broke out of my thoughts when I felt Ryan shift the duvet beside me. I moved aside slightly with a confused expression, struggling out of my fantasies.

Ryan: Are you still shy sleeping beside me?

Me: Uhm...(cutting me off)

Ryan: Well if you are you can always choose the couch or other room for your comfort.

Me: ( almost grumpy at this hot, macho pig ) Okay fine, I will shift to the next room. As it is ( my voice almost choking me as reality hit hard, Taylor) you have a lot of explaining to do for your Girlfriend.

And without meeting his eye, I left his room and slept in the next room with a night lamp on.

Ryan's POV

We were so frigging close. We had our special moment tonight. I understood what it was too be so much vulnerable. To allow a girl into your complicated world. There's no going back now. I like her. A lot. I can't see her in pain. I want to be there for her, to watch her smile, to see her angry pout, those cute puppy faces she makes .... And then she mentioned Taylor. 

Yeah, she was a b*tch for slapping her. I don't care about her.. I care about Riley. I.. I love her a lot. Despite whatever happened, I don't wanna let her go. My heart beats for her. 

I checked my phone for a hoard of notifications and messages. The news and video had gone viral over the campus... And I received texts from Cathy assuring Tyler was better, Ashley for scolding me on not taking care of Riley while they were busy in Marc's and Kina's engagement.

Wait ... What? Marcus and Kina? Oh god no, how could I be that blind. Scrolling over the photos I found them together with their rings and Riley wearing her ring. That was so lame of me to believe Taylor and hurt Riley for what she hadn't done. 

But one reason remains, how can I explain her my past? She doesn't know who I am! 

I found myself pouring a glass of scotch from the mini bar. I had to clean this mess up. I removed my secure laptop from the cupboard, and began hacking into the system to find the original upload site. I removed the video and link that was tweaked later contained an embedded virus that would format the phone memory. That was undetectable by simple antivirus scans. 

I can do this for her. As for Taylor, she will pay the price for sure. I gulped down another glass. I don't remember drowning in memories and emptying the bottle but it did make me a bit dizzy. I had lost my habit of tolerating drinks I suppose. 

I walked over to the next room, opening it as slowly as possible. Pulling the big armchair close, I sat and smiled down at her. The small light shone upon her face made it glow softly. 

I felt at peace. 

My eyes were heavy and sleep arrived to help me escape into my dreams. 

POV end.

A/N: Steamy scenes make you closer on a whole different dimension. It is beautiful that despite having his moment, he didn't proceed ahead because he couldn't gather courage to tell her about his past. And the foundation of love and long lasting relationship cannot be made on secrets and lies. 

The glock, his skills, terminology, hacking skills, fights,deduction... What is Ryan's secret?

But dear Riley felt hurt when he just asked her to sleep somewhere else. Once you have your moment, they are supposed to cuddle and be closer. Instead he pushed her away! Is she just another girl for him? Or will he confess soon?

Stay tuned for the journey ahead!

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