I don't know what to do
I haven't felt this way in years
Why can't I hide this pain
Why does it show like a neon sign
Why is this pain still in my head
Why can't I think of anything else
Why don't I feel like usual...
Like that the world has no good
Why do I still feel emotions
Just so I can be ripped apart
Why do I still get hurt
Even though I've felt it before
What is even right
When I do nothing but wrong
What is the point of life
If I'm to be tortured like such
How do I still think such
When insanity grips my brain
I know one thing
I haven't felt these Feelings in a long time
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STAI LEGGENDO
Poems Of The Third Order
PoesiaThe third order, an order of knowledge and wisdom. Let these poems be a reminder to what we have lost throughout the ages Thanks to @ephemerain for making this awesome cover