Poems Of The Third Order

Nightmares

I will never get used to it

I'm trying to ignore the corruption inside

But I'm slowly being overcome

As I feel my brain and heart scream

I wonder why I've become this

I'm a living ghost

I'm barely seen, even less thought off

Keep your crucifix to yourself

I'm not possessed yet

I'm the hamster in my head

Running circles from dread

People think invisibility is a cool power

When you have social invisibility like me

You think it's less of a super power

and more of an omen

You might think I'm mad

Insane to the point of no return

All I have to say to that is...

You're right

I've run through the hoops to look for answers

All I've gotten is side glances and whispers

I may not be a bad guy

But when I finally go to bed at night

My happiness returns

Than the alarm rings...

Maybe day is when the true Nightmare approaches