Poems Of The Third Order

Alive

Good morning...All of you

Rise and shine

A hot coffee cup is yours to brew

Having any deja vu

Ignore it dude

Better head to work...before you do

Look into the mirror...are you sure it's you

The reflection's become an eye sore to you

Is humanity something you can afford to lose

Can't remember what happened yesterday

What's in store for tomorrow

My ambition has led to cyberspace

From here who knows where I'll go

Slippin' in and out of lapses in time

How many memories have I been losin'

Are they hiding inside the confines of my mind

Could it be that choice has become illusion

I'm an addict chasin' a high

Just like a junkie, who can never stop usin'

Feels like I've become neurologically abusive

I find it best to question

Every direction, or suggestion that I've mention

Don't even know if I woke up in the same dimension

As the one yesterday that I went to bed in

Have I been blessed or infected
Trash the people or protect them

Be aggressive or play defensive

Either way my brain is a cold grave to rest in

Wake up from your dreams

You might be surprised

Life's not what it seems

Open up your eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep cause I'll be reset

Then whatever's left of me will fall to pieces

Let me take a quantum leap right off the deep end

Might not be who I think...but I can pretend

Experiments to which I've been subjected

Tested my limit, and yet I still haven't met it

I'll keep pushing the envelope till all of us regret it

Any plans to stop me, I'll toss a wrench in

I won't go down in history, I'll become a legend

I'm an original, no mimic here

Mysteries raveled in lucidity

Perception's an effect of relativity

Messages delivered, subliminally

Given a gift, is it sickening me

Did it lift everything into divinity

If you question my sanity you're in for a treat

And send you adrift into infinity

Is it all a dream

Am I still alive

What's been done to me

Is it all a lie

I'm questioning everything my little eyes lie on

These things are stalking in the shadows, turn the lights on

Is that a memory or a Vision

Anything that I saw could potentially become a ticking time bomb

Hold up...maybe I'm wrong

Maybe it's illusions, and these experiments have got my mind gone

And if SuperFay has anything to do with these Delusions...I refuse to let bygones be bygones

That's where the line's drawn

Friends don't do that to each other...

wait a minute, is this my fault

Wattpad' s  an icon

They would never let these haters invade and Make their way behind our views

I'm on the edge of insanity and I might fall

I've got decisions, I'm hopin' I make the right call

Staring into the void, you cannot tell whenever night falls

When I close my eyes in my mind I'm screaming my God

Power has been quantified

Neurons have been modified

My brain is compromised

Is this a life or a lie

Now I must step in the light

Deal with deception and lies

Find my direction and fight

As long as I am Alive