Poems Of The Third Order

Light

I've been swallowed by the blackness of my soul

I've lost my way in life

I've traveled a broken path, I've spoken unspoken things

Than why do i still try

Why do i still wonder through life

Why do i still bleed for others

Why cant i close this old wound

I want to walk away from it all

I want to end it all

And yet i cant let go

I cant shrug my feelings like usual

I can't be disgusted by my weakness

I can't hate myself

I just wonder with holes in my heart

For I travel this road alone

Alone for all eternity

For death will set you free

But what if you never lived in the first place, Is there a point?

Is there a reason to continue living through death, or is death nothing but an excuse to quit

For if you only know the dark, Is the dark even scary

Or am i afraid of finally walking towards the light