These Words Scream

I'm trying

I know you may not think so
But I'm trying really hard
I didn't do It on purpose
I did not pick this card

I'm trying my very best
To get this hurtle jumped
But no one else is there
To help me out of this slump

I don't know what you want from me
Give me a hint or a clue
Please give me a sign
I don't know what to do

If only you knew
How much I struggle in this war
Maybe you would be there
To pick me up off the floor

It's time to stop pretending
Time to open up your eyes
To give me a hand
Instead of looks and sighs

It's not that I don't love you
And it's not that I don't care
The fact is I need help to
I need somebody there