These Words Scream

Losing myself

My eyes closed
I'm holding onto
My memories
And hatred
My slumber
All alone in my head...
So silent

I can't explain the way
My tears run blood along my veins
If I let go of my pain
I'll cease to be, give into the plague...

War is coming
I can hear it in my heart
Blood will flow
Along the grounds of the innocent
I can't deceive
The darkness anymore...
I'm letting go, I'm losing control of myself...

You beat me down
So low and now
I'm crying my soul
I'm losing control
You led me to
A place where I
Can't feel my face...

Death is just an anesthetic
For what's to come
A body left behind with no face
Feeling numb
All alone I cry here
Fading into nothing
All alone I lie here
Dying...

...losing myself...