These Words Scream

Alone in my head

Alone in my head
I'm feeling so low
You won't understand
No one can know

Me eyes are so tired
I can't sleep at night
Your face haunts my dreams
When I turn out the light

It happened so suddenly
It happened so fast
I knew all at once
That none of this would last

Was I just a game?
Was this all just a for fun?
Did my feelings matter
To anyone?

"This doesn't mean anything"
That's what you said
As I was so shamefully
Walking away from you

I held my head high
As I walked by your side
Tears welling up
I was dying inside

Weeks have passed
Keeping secrets, telling lies
I don't have the strength
To look either of them in the eyes

My heart has been broken
Not once, but twice
Once by my best friend
Once by the love of my life

Deep down inside
I know it's my fault
So I'm just going to lock it
Away in my vault

Sometimes I still think of you
When I'm lying in bed
Still all alone
Inside of my head