These Words Scream

Fatal Consequences

I felt so alone inside my head
A constant wish that I was dead
Empty and broken, I was alone
The reasons behind this? Unknown

Then I let you in my life, deep into my heart
I believed that nothing would ever keep us apart
My whole world had fallen into place
When my darkest feelings you began to erase

This perfect dream began to crack and shatter
Now I am left with nothing except the tatters
It turns out you were only breaking me more
Now I am deceased, deep to the core

My eyes are now empty- not an ounce of light
I am once lost again in endless night
When I close my eyes and begin to sleep
Dark dreams and nightmares begin to creep

I awake with screaming in my ears
This is followed by my streaming tears
In this raw moment, I ache for you
This only rips my pain anew

This crippling pain leads me to the knife
My friend that will surely end my life