These Words Scream

Big brother

So, I am sitting here, writing this poem to you
Because right now it is all I can do
I write all these poems from what I feel
All these feelings I have are too real

You were the only person I looked up to
For everything that I wanted to do
But now you are gone
And I just can't move on

All the things I learned from you
Are the things I want to do
But I can't because without you I'm not good enough
I'm not confident or tough

I want to be there by your side
With you for the rest of my life
I want to be in your arms
Where I could never be harmed

You were my big brother
And I never would have asked for another
And you were too young to die
I wasn't ready to say good bye