These Words Scream

Lost

It's like I'm a hundred different people
I never have it all figured out
I don't think I ever will
Maybe I have myself all wrong
Thinking about it my heart wants to stop
I just want to rest
This fresh start is a runaway in disguise
I'm weak, I will not face anything
You can knock me down
I guarantee you I won't get up
I'm struggling to breath
My lungs will soon give up
Well what are you waiting for?
Help me load this gun
Guide me to the top of this building
And watch me fall
I'm lost and no one will shine a light