Hello there

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by twinxs21

by twinxs21

Hello there, it's me
Bright, sarcastic, light-hearted me
Agonized, bloody, messed-up me
My "friends" come
We talk, we chat, we go home
Like many others, there are two versions of me

I have a never ending social life
But no one is really there for me

I have a 4.0 GPA
But what good is that when you're barely in school
But when you are, your teacher tells you to stop working hard for that 107%

I have a three octave vocal range
But my cries are all muffled, my shrieks of anguish suppressed

I have nice clothes
But clothes can deceive

I have a family
But mine hates me

I have an hourglass figure that many women would kill for
But I killed myself in the process

I have impeccable manners
But they only help cover up my wounds

I have scars on my wrists
But the scars on my heart are even more painful

I have a double life
But what good does it do for me
The mask I wet is firmly in place
It won't change who I am

I'm still sparkling, intelligent, genius me
But I'm still dull, hollow, tragic me