JUSTIN'S POV
DEAR DIARY,
AM I STUPID?
YES! Justin you are stupid. Very stupid. May iba pa bang terms para dito? Oh! What was that again? Ahhh, yes. Bird headed, dumb, oafish, knucklehead. Etcera, Etcera.
This little voices in my head. Its, its trying to talk to me.
Wait! What voices?
Am I crazy diary?
No, its just your conscience trying to eat you.
Okay, that's enough. Let's go back to the real issue.
You see diary, I say stupid things without thinking. Napaka tanga ko, sarili kong best friend kwinestyon ko. Nagagalit ako sa sarili dahil sa ginawa ko sa kanya. Napaka insensitive kong kaibigan. Hindi ko man lang inisip na baka masaktan ko sya sa mga sasabihin ko. Nakokonsensya ko sa ginawa ko and my conscience is killing me, it consumes me.
Ako yung best friend nya, dapat inintindi ko yun. Hindi dapat ako nagpadala sa galit ko. Masyado akong nagpadala sa mga nangyari kahapon, pati yung mga bagay na hindi ko dapat tinanong naitanong ko pa. Dapat kinotrol ko yung emotion ko. First time kong ginanon si joshua at pinagsisihan ko yun.
Kagabi matapos kong masabi ang mga salitang yon kay joshua napaisip ako. Sya lang ba talaga yung ganun? And then realize na hindi, hindi lang naman sya ang laging nambwibwisit at nangaasar. Ako din, hindi ko man lang naisip na araw-araw ko ding ginagawa sa kanya yun. Hindi ko man lang inisip na kahit ginaganon ko sya Hindi sya nagalit sakin o hindi nya ko kwinestyon.
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