Words Of A Mircale

Broken

You said you love me I bet that you did,
You told me you love me and now you want me dead,
Swinging from guy to guy as I watch from the sides,
That's my world there my soon to be bride,
She fucking said she love me and now it hurts that she lied,
I made plans for her,
Promise to do anything for her,
If it meant dying and extremely painful death for her,
Getting tormented for the rest of my life for her,
Fucking dying over and over again coming back to life for her,
She said live for me,
And I will make you happy,
I wanna fucking die and end it all B-,
I almost said,
I almost called you out your name,
But you got to realize you're putting me through this pain,
And nowadays pain is the name of the game,
And now you'll fucking hurt me and do it with no shame,
Sad,
I loved you even when I was mad,
I loved you as I was beaten down and fuck it I'm still not glad,
Not glad that you left,
Cause you were my love who wanted me all to yourself,
And I wanted you all to myself,
But that can never happen you got more guys they're not people they're wealth,
But it's ok guys its fine,
She'll come crawling back to me and want to be mine,
But soon I hope she realize,
No one loves her like me and by that time,
She can have me looking at the mess she made,
I'll hand her a broom and ask her to pick up every piece of my heart,
But I don't know how'll she'll put it back together cause there is no start,
My start began with you,
Just us two,
And you went to a guy who doesn't fucking love you like I do,
I stayed up with you night and night,
You were lonely so I let you rest into my life,
Rest in my eyes,
And I was there when you needed me and it hurts guys,
How can you say Baby I Love You when she was saying I hate you in Disguise?