Ex

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"All my ex's live in Texas" I think,
Had me so mad I was on the brink,
Of destruction and clataclysm,
I had to get this hateful chick out my system,
Her lies consumed me and ate me whole,
This was hate instead of love and I didn't know,
Every night was full of words that had been stone cold,
Cause I love you was really I hate you in disguise,
Never called her a bitch but that was really her defined,
Wrote for her and she was like what's so good about what you write?
Sang for her and said it was amazing although she later told me it was just lies,
I did everything I could,
I was extremely nice,
Talked to her everyday when no one would,
Stood by her side when no one could,
So why do you gotta be this way to me?
Why get mad at cause I'd do anything and everything,
Got mad at me cause I couldn't feel what you feel,
But I don't know what's worse,
CAUSE I HAD DEALT WITH WHAT YOU HAD TO DEAL,
I had watched slowly and painfully as each bit of joy I had you killed,
I locked it up in a forever made seal,
With you I had to feel pain surpassing sureal,
I was drowning surrounded in your lies,
And now I'm laughing cause you have pain inside,
Pain within your cries,
Cause you had a blessing and you set it on fire,
You put yourself in a situation past dire,
You lost every single desire,
Did I mention she thought it was a joke to call people a "bitch"?
Oh and you got a new boyfriend I'm happy for you I hope he's rich,
But from one "Bitch" to the next "bitch"
Cause I know that's what she'll call you,
She'll take your heart and tear it into a million and two,
And the two pieces after a million will dangle in your face,
She's an adolescent, cold, freak of nature of this new race,
And she doesn't give a damn about a heaven,
Hell is where she domains,
She'll ridicule everything you like about yourself everything you enjoy about life,
Put her needs above yours,
Always hold you behind a door and say you don't understand,
You don't give a damn,
WELL WHILE EVERYONE WAS CALLING YOU UGLY I MADE A STAND,
AND WHENEVER YOU WAS DOWN I EXTENDED MY HAND,
I SAID YOU SHINED IN THE EYES OF EVERY BOY AND MAN,
But that's ok,
I found someone with 1 billion times the class you have in every way,
I found someone who has love for me and isn't fake,
Well I guess you were kinda sad to lose me but that's after you realized no one else would be quite the same,
Cause no one can find appreciation out of nothing and you truly are,
I'm not saying you should get hit by a car,
But if you were in a dryer I wouldn't let you out,
And if you had just drowned I wouldn't be the one to give you mouth to mouth,
And if you fell from the sky it's not my arms I'm holding out,
If there's a burglar I'm not the one looking for the fastest route out,
To get to your house,
To kick in the door,
And spill his blood on the floor,
And if you were being drugged I wouldn't snip you free,
And if there was an extra suit for bees,
I wouldn't give it to you you'd have to take the stings,
If you were jumping in flashing flames I wouldn't find a fire extinguisher,
I hope you get smashed by the punisher,
Shot by a gunner,
Fall through the ceiling,
Go through skin peeling,
Fall from a building,
Get ripped in half,
Hoisted with hooks from your calves,
The list goes on and on,
You said I released the "Demon"
You released the treason,
You released every bit of love during love season,
You renounced my love and turned it to hate,
I took everything I could and I had it,
I ended up dropping and leaving you like a bad habit,
I swear to you all I'm not a bad guy,
But when you turn the nice one's heart cold you'll soon see why,
Nice guy's finish last,
So I'll finish your ass with a blast,
I'll leave you in the dust like the flash,
Leave a permanent mark on you like a rash,
And you'll be nothing but a memory...the past.

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