You know what's insane?
The pain that constantly courses through my brain,
But I walk without the slightest bit of shame,
Wondering what have I became,
I'm just a person hiding behind the window panes,
Wondering when will I break free from this dilusionous pain,
I don't need a social life cause they all think I'm lame,
But gotta think about the stuff deep in my membrane,
I flashback laying on a bed,
Waking up dizzy shaking my head,
Not remembering the horrors from yesterday,
Not knowing what might haunt me today,
Thinking to myself in such a way,
Is today the day where it all goes away,
Driven my mind out of existence,
Far from simplistic,
Adding new things to my bucket list,
So it can be destroyed,
Like my childhood never got to play with toys,
Hardly ever got to play with the boys,
Because no one accepted me for who I was,
Because of how weird I was,
Cause of old man who called it "love",
In fact they all shunned me so I never really opened up,
Never really had that hug,
And now I'm lost in the sky searching for doves,
Searching for this so called "love"
That everyone falls into like a sleepy dream,
Well that's everyone...accept me,
Explore my heart and you'll see tears instead,
Crack open my skull you'll only see blood shed,
But yeah think things are pretty gruesome,
I'll bite down on a serated blade to see where you from,
And see all the things you did for fun,
That I never had,
Can you share with me your lovely flashback?
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Words Of A Mircale
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