Words Of A Mircale

Help Wanted

Bam! I look up a man dies,
Bang! I look left a bullet flies,
Oof! Hold my heart a person lies,
Oof! Look there a person cries,
But I'm still standing here expecting to rise,
2009 was a start of grave years for me,
Well what's a me without a family?
Well they're dropping fast so I'm expecting eventually,
That there will be no one left but little ol' me,
But I look up,
As they're looking at me keep my mouth shut,
2009 my great granny dies,
Who knew this would unthread others lives?
Who knew that all her kids would suffer from diabetes,
And heart break,
Snap a piece fell off Oops that's just a mis- take,
Pieces shed off and land on the bottom of a lake,
HELP ME! HELP ME PLEASE! I can't control this uncontrollable shake-ing,
I understand the risk that I'm take-ing,
Much more than the decisions I'm make-ing,
They asked me why,
Why don't you cry in the etes of death?
Young one what's wrong your eyes aren't red yet?
Did you not love the relative who just had a date with death?
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
It's not that I don't love them,
Just wasn't raised to cry,
Wasn't raised to take in pain until I die,
Wasn't raised to be THE UNCONTROLLABLE PERSON on the floor,
And yes I'm sad and it's not that I ignore,
Hey guys yesterday I felt an empty pulse,
The man I thought would live forever,
Introduced me to WWE and taught me to be a man in whatever weather,
More of a father than my actual father,
Cause being there is what counts,
Every meet, every greet, every pay per view, every step of the way,
Til he became an amputee and later died yesterday,
And I know he's looking down on me for the rest of my days,
He wanted to see me walk across that stage,
Waving my High School Graduation Slip Ye high,
But now I gotta look up into the sky,
Knowing that he the irreplaceable had rised,
And now he left me,
UNCLE PLEASE REST IN PEACE,
3 months ago my auntie died,
Alone and in her house but yet I fight,
I was her son's name-sake,
And now she's with him looking down on me,
But not here and her visits are no longer guaranteed,
And her cooking isn't gonna be what it used to be,
I guess air sandwhiches will suffice for me,
AUNTIE REST IN PEACE,
But all I can do is look from below,
Paying the same toll they tolled,
Trying to take advice from all of them at the same time,
And my eyes my eyes,
My tears are dry,
4 months ago a friend died,
Shot in a laundromat while it was dark outside,
Dark skies,
And he was working during closing time,
I remember singing Demons- Imagine Dragons BUT WHO FUCKING KNEW IT BE THE LAST TIME?
16 YEARS OLD AND GOT SHOT WHY?
Just for no reason,
Smart, Funny, Nice kid with the brightest eyes,
He gave friends of mine nice memories,
Met him for the first time he was already kin to me,
Now he's another one DECEMBER REST IN PEACE,
7 months ago my grandpa died,
Never got to know but he affected so many people lives,
Made so many people cry,
But I barely knew him,
So I don't know the story of him,
Hopefully something good will come from his genes,
Something happy instead of mean,
So I ask you grandpa Rest In Peace,
But this just proves death is a call to answer,
Found at the bottom of a lake well that was the man's word,
Family dropping faster and faster,
Til it's me a intelligent, black, miracle and emotionless bastard.