Words Of A Mircale

Sissy

I don't understand you is that a fact?
I don't really know you like that?
Oh we really throwing that?
I was with you throughout the years,
Throughout the pain and tears,
With you even when it was the dark you feared,
Heh I remembered you used to sleep in my room,
And in fact you still lay in there sometimes too,
You were scared of being alone,
And when I was younger I didn't know,
Cause I could sleep by myself,
And with no one else,
I remember all the pain you used to cause me,
Get me in trouble all the time bet my ass beat,
I remember having to hold hands and sit in the same seat,
The oldest and youngest,
Always at each other's necks,
But I don't know you ha! What's next?
I went through the bullying same as you did,
Didn't get accepted thought you knew this,
The only difference is I never shed blood by the silver lining blade,
The only difference I didn't tell every choice I made,
And if I was picked on know one knew,
And I considered this my virtue to you,
Make you happier let no one tear away my smile,
And I see yours fading away,
Yeah you go to school 9 hours a day,
But I'm still the same brother at the end of the day,
I'm still the same one you used to leap onto and attack,
Used to pull his hair and ride his back,
Used to control the T. V. In my room and yell at,
And you still do,
I remember the darkest things that happened to you,
I remember when your favorite color was pink and now it's blue,
SO TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU?
I love you,
You got your scars,
Only girl in the house emotional and all,
You hate the way I perceive death,
But you still love me cause I'm careless,
You used to always tell on me get me beat,
But it's your tears of which I hate to see,
Whenever you cry I'm the first to hear,
Whenever you're down I'm always near,
But you push me away,
But I see you for 365 days,
Or at least I hear your voice,
I love you Manniya and it's not just choice,
You see me as an emotionless bastard WELL HERE THEY GO,
My emotions pouring out in this love stricken flow,
I feel this way and you didn't know,
And when you feel pain I feel it too,
And I watch over you as you sleep,
And when you read this you'll call me a creep,
Our family isn't doing so well,
Trying to get to luck the mountain's steep,
I was there when you ran away from your first whipping,
I was there first day of school,
I was there every single time you went to a pool,
I was there when you liked your first boy,
I was there when your room was flooded with toys,
What don't I possibly understand?
How could I possibly not know you?
After everything and all we've been through,
I was there when you got taller than mom,
I was there when there was no air conditioning on,
I was there when the heat was out,
We wake up and see crystals in the house,
I was there when the lights were off,
I was there when he left us all,
I was there first pets was I not?
I remember everything,
Everything I learned about this girl,
Who is,
3 years younger,
A tattled tale born in summer,
A big mouth who tells it all,
A bright smart girl,
Who once wasn't in the anime world,
A remarkable smile,
A bastard child,
Nice brown skin,
Hair is thin,
Beautiful little girl,
Who is within my world,
Manniya I love you,
Iyonna I adore you,
Taylor is the name we all share,
I love you for life,
I hope you dream well tonight,
This one is going out to you -Roses-Are-White-.