Words Of A Mircale

Over

I used you?
I asked how,
You kept getting mad and didn't give me a reason,
Kept acting like my words were nothing but treason,
You said you were never happy with me SO WHY YOU MAD AT ME LEAVING?
I don't know blood is all leaking,
I went outside and texted you while heat was needed,
Yes I texted her while I was in trouble even when it was below freezing,
Yes I could see my own breath,
But that's only because I thought you were worth it,
I said you were mines and no one else,
So why you care what everyone else thinks I wanted you all to myself,
But you wanted the world,
But you were ignoring the fact that you were my world,
I thought you were a one of a kind girl,
But you hurt me so much I had began to curl,
I told you things about my past I tell no one,
And you shrugged it all off like I was no one,
You thought you could talk to my sister any kinda way,
She sweet and innocent and I saw anger on her face,
But no matter what I said,
No matter what I did,
It feels like my heart was in a fridge,
I used other people's phone just to talk to you,
But I won't stress it,
I won't press,
Even when the world was against it I didn't care,
I dealt with their shit and bared all I could bare,
I thought you were perfect, but there were things you'd change about me,
You wanted me to be like everyone else,
Take away my chivalry,
Take away my body,
Take away everything valuable to me,
And you didn't seem to care even when I grieved,
So it's over it's over,
It's really really over,
The ship has sailed and I just found a four leaf clover,
So you dusted me once shame on me,
Dust me twice shame on me,
You'll never get a third try so I'll get up and leave,
I was there through the leaves,
There through the trees,
And I was there when there was no family,
I even made you poetry,
But your like what's good about it?
O.O. . . . -.- . . .O.O
I'll just leave that alone,
I'll just break all my bones,
And be like jigsaw and eliminate sins on people that are clones,
We were a horror film,
We were a scary movie,
I pursued you, but you didn't pursue me,
Didn't want me,
Just played with my head,
Especially every night when we went to bed,
697 Goodnight Sweet Dreams I Love You,
Did you really?
Did you really really?
When I was in pain could you really feel me?
Or were those just lies,
Hidden within your gluten that lies within your eyes,
Loyalty is a game and I hold all the cards,
That's why you got all the diamonds but I got the hearts.