Words Of A Mircale

Why I Do The Things I Do

I envisioned it,
I saw it all through,
There was a me to soon meet you,
And when we got together, love was due,
And everything everyone else had, we'd have too,
And that's the thing,
I did because we didn't,
Everyone else was happy, while we were just living,
It made me livid,
Why them and not us?
What made them more special than us?
Nothing,
Nothing at all,
They all called us goals,
But we wasn't when we made it to our own walls,
That's when we lost material and they became goals,
So I did it,
I strived to see you,
Even though it was bad and by her law illegal,
But why can everyone else see their lover after school,
Meanwhile I have to go home,
Sit back,
Chillax,
Sleep and drool,
I've entered the whirlpool,
The noose and the stool,
I was in a trance,
Caught up in a dance,
Walking back and forth from the home to the dance,
Hop and prance,
Skip and leap,
Just to see you and take my seat,
By your side,
Passionate love,
We made together,
Passionate love,
We stayed together,
Passionate love,
We layed together,
Passionate love,
I,
Used to,
Go,
To you,
Just to,
See your,
Smile,
And everything was great cause I could stay a while,
We were on top,
Best of both worlds,
I didn't have to wait,
To next day,
To see your pretty face,
It held the place,
It was great,
Seeing you day after day,
Teachers saying keep it at home,
Then I could say ok,
Others looking deeply,
We had judges like OJ,
I loved it all,
From the heat to your beauty,
I loved it all,
We never had sex, but you'd do me,
We had it all,
Passion and desire,
We had it all....
Then came a straight wire,
It caught us,
It hung us by our necks,
A moving occurred and soon we'd be wrecked,
I felt you moving further away,
Not schools, but a further place,
So it's back to the drawing boards,
And everyone else is goals,
And then I found a way,
To see you,
To bring it all back,
But how the fuck did I know we were gonna get smacked,
Caught,
Red-handed,
I got lost in the game that I started,
Everything was going so great,
Then I fucked up,
My minds fucked up,
You got fucked up,
I feel fucked up,
A four day fuck up,
I'm being fucked up,
I'm such a fuck up,
Man, this sucks,
I wanted it all,
Us to be happy,
Cause keeping it at home,
At first wasn't happening,
I eventually got the eyes and hearts of the family,
Now that's gone for good,
My reputation is now that of someone who sneaks and creeps,
But I did because for her it's anything,
And you took it on knowing that you'd be the one to take the heat,
We got sick of the meet and greet,
Sick of the "if she feel good visits"
And not seeing her is my sickness,
And I love her,
In sickness and health,
My urge to see you gave me health,
Enough for the next 6 miles,
Everything was stacking up file by file,
Now they're knocked down,
Slowly falling to the ground,
But after all we been through,
She thinks I'll really let it go down,
I been through the rain,
I've been through the storm,
I've been through all the "I wish I was never born"
So ain't nothing calming storm,
Until I get the love back that you tore,
Into,
Into my heart,
Into my start,
You can switch her classes,
You can switch schools,
She is mine forever,
That ya'll use as tools,
And beat when it don't work,
Like the remote,
This ain't a joke,
Cards on the table so don't choke,
You struck my heart repeatedly,
You beat her,
When all I really wanted to do was see her,
You don't allow weekday visits,
I made my own and you're mad cause I won't offer repentance?
You struck deep,
You hit me hard this weekend,
But I surely promise you,
She'll be in my arms by the week's end.