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Warning: prepare for tears 😭

Corls POV

I was finally ready to come out. To tell everyone I was gay. I have been lying my whole life and I finally built enough courage to tell everyone the truth. I just hope they will accept me. Now, how am I going to do it?

Denis POV

I wanted everyone to visit cuz it's been so long since I have seen Elijah and Sub. And me Corl and Alex live together so yeah. (This is back when Sketch and Ethan visited but I am twisting it a little) I text the pals in our group chat.
D=Denis
E=Elijah
A=Alex
S=sub
B=Braden

D- hey Elijah and Sub wanna visit us in Canada?

E- sound like fun! Can I bring Ethan?

A- we would love to have Ethan here!

S- I will come!

B- YAS

E- ok when?

D- um... when can you make it

S- I can come next week

E- same

A-alright see ya next week!

B- YAS

D- see you then!

Corl POV

Perfect! I can come out when everyone is here!

~~time skip to next week~~~

When Elijah, Ethan and Sub get here we all greet them with a group hug. Then we tell them where they are going to stay and they put their  bags down and stuff. Then we start chatting and then I remember that I was going to come out. But then I get nervous. I stop talking and look down at the floor. A few minutes goes by and no one notices. I keep thinking things like: "what if they reject me? What would happen then? How am I going to bring it up? Will I just shout it?" Suddenly I hear my name. "Braden? Helllo? Earth to Braden!?!" It was Denis. " um... yeah.. uh... pardon?" I stutter. Everyone giggles a bit. "I said, wanna go to the rope swing tomorrow?" He said laughing. "Oh, yeah! Of course!" I say, still in shock. They continue with their conversation. "Excuse me, I just need to go to the bathroom." I said suddenly. I didn't really need to go, I just wanted to get out of there. I walk upstairs to the bathroom. I shut the bathroom door behind me and look in the mirror. *sigh* "come on Braden! You had so much confidence! YOU CAN DO THIS!" I half whisper, half yell. I slid down the door and sit on the hard floor. Why is it so hard!?! I burry my head in my knees. They won't find out who your gay for... right?

~~~~~~time skip-a-roo~~~~

I walk downstairs, ready to tell them who I really am. "Uh... guys?" I say, getting everyone attention. "Yeah Corl?" Denis said. "I need to tell you something...." I said nervously. I sit down on the couch. "Uh..." I can't do this... yes I can... no I can't... yes I can... "it's ok you can tell us anything corky!" Denis said, putting his hand on my knee, making me even more nervous. "I-I-...." I couldn't say it... I looked up at everyone. They were all staring at me. "I h-have b-been l-lying t-to e-everyone.... my whole life..." I start. "I'm gay." I said blankly, feeling like I am about to burst into a million tears. "Woohoo!" Elijah cheered. "Congrats Braden!" Alex said. "We should have a party!" Denis said enthusiastically. I started to laugh. They made me feel way better. "YAS!!!" Sub said. "Paaarrr-taaaaay" Ethan danced. "Thanks guys. ☺️" I said. I wiped away a single tear as we all got up from the couch and started to hug me. "It just happens I have a cake!" Denis said. Everyone looked at him. "You do?" We said in unison. "Well it was originally for Elijah and Ethan coming but it can be for you coming out too!" He said looking at me. I almost melted. "Awww thanks din~din!" I said. Now I just have to say who I am gay for...

~~time skip to later that night~~~

Everyone was in bed except me and Denis. *yawn* "I am going to head to bed din~din! Nighty night!" I said, childishly. "I am proud of you corky boi. Coming out is a hard thing to do." He said, almost melting me for the second time that day. "T-thanks" I stutter. "But can I ask you something?" He suddenly said. Oh no... "uh... ask away!" I said. "Who are you gay for?" Crap! What do I say? I can't just tell him that I like him! " uh... currently... no one.." I mumble. He lifts my chin up. "Pardon?" He said, looking me straight in the eyes. How can I lie when he is holding my face!?!?  "Um... well.. uh.." I stutter, trying to look down. "look at me Braden. Who?" He pulled my chin so that I look at him.  "You!" I said. Dang it! He let go, walking backwards. "What?" He said. Make up something! Hurry! "Uh... you... need to stop hurting my chin..." I said, rubbing my chin, forcing every single tear in. "I am sorry Braden... I didn't mean... uh... I... you... i can't... I'm strait... uh..." he stuttered. "Let's just pretend this never happened ok? I said to him, looking at the ground. "Uh... yeah..." he said walking away. "Night!" He said, then shut the door and ran away. "Night..." I whispered. Then I fell on my bed and cried myself to sleep.

~~next day~~~

We went to the waterfall and me and Denis acted as normally as we could. But Denis kept looking at me. Like he was trying to figure out if I still like him. But then when we got to the water fall I had an amazing idea. "This would be a great spot for a titanic scene." I said out loud. "Yeah! Let's do it!" Denis suddenly grabbed my waist. I put my arms out. We were both laughing. Then Denis pulled away. "Why did you pull away?" I question. "Because of that" he said, pointing at Ethan, who was filming us. We all burst into laughter. Suddenly I stopped laughing. Does Denis like me now or what? Denis stopped laughing too. Everyone was oblivious to us. We just stared at eachother. "I-i love you din~din" I blurted. He looked down, a single tear fell down his cheek. "I am sorry but I don't..." he half yelled. I was shocked. "And if this ruins our friendship, so be it!" Now tears were pouring down both of our faces. Everyone else stopped laughing. Denis marched away. I just stood there like a helpless dog, with a waterfall for a face. I fell onto my knees and buried my head in my hands. Alex ran after Denis while Elijah, Sub  and Ethan stayed with me. I tried to calm myself but I couldn't.

Denis POV

I ran. I ran as fast as I could. How could one sentence ruin years of friendship? I could hear Alex behind me. I knew if I kept running Alex would have an asthma attack just trying to keep up. I slowed down, not because I wanted to, but because there was a massive cliff in front of me. No one can find out I am bi. NO ONE.

~unfinished~

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