I see you crystal clear.
A fragment in my memory,
A picture oh so dear,
You were my true remedy.
I see you sometimes when I look to the sky,
Clouds part and I see your smiling face,
Gazing back at me with glowing eyes,
But why?
Why would you leave me in this place?
Alone until I die.
It's stormy now,
And I don't know how,
Your smiling face,
And your glowing eyes,
Become something that I must despise.
I feel numb,
I'm a vessel left to be filled,
A discarded puzzle piece,
A forgotten pill,
Left underneath your pillowcase the night you left me.
I feel dumb,
A floral display void of anything beautiful,
Void of promise or pleasure,
And with this weather,
I hope you blow away for all eyes to see.
You were transparent,
Like the sea.
You and me,
Would drown together in an ocean of pretty lies and false dreams.
Not all is what it seems.
Suddenly you're opaque,
Gray is a veil,
Distance is infinite,
Time is infinite,
Our love was infinite.
I can tell you're near,
But you're no longer crystal clear.
