I long to remember the days
When the wonders of the world still fascinated me
But now the world is clouded gray
And my curiosity has been dead for yearsI long to remember the days
When my eyes were bright and my smile was warm
But now I can't seem to find any source of joy
And my misery threatens to cause me harmI long to remember the days
When I could sleep without feeling paranoid
But now my demons hide in the fray
And my mind never ceases to destroy meI long to remember the days
When my heart was full of love
But now I feel so devoid of emotion
And I lack any sort of devotion to gods aboveI long to remember the days
When I was a sagacious person
But now I'm too afraid to say
The words balancing on the tip of my tongueI long to remember the days
Without sorrow loneliness and pain
But I am no more than my mind
And all the hope I have is all in vain