I think I've forgotten,
The feeling of isolation,
But I remember now,
Because there's a barrier,
That separates me from you,
And there's no way to pass it,
And this other side is so lonely,
But I finally feel like myself,
Within this great mental divide,
To all the friends I've left behind,
I'm sorry I am as cold as I am,
My emotions are out of my control,
But I can't say here any longer,
It's driving me mad,
And draining me of everything I have,
Because there's a difference,
Between me and you,
A gap between us and them,
You can't see what I see,
You cannot hear the sounds of despair,
Nor breathe the airs of solitude,
Because I am broken,
And you are whole,
But that's what's so unfair,
Will I ever feel the same as you?
I wish I could,
Just live my life,
As mindlessly as you,
And shed myself of my paranoia,
And everything,
That's hinders me so,
But that's not how,
This was meant to be.
