Teenage Tips

UPDATE!!!

(That's me in the pic above)

Hey guys!!!! Sorry I haven't updated for I reckon 6 months, but I've been very busy as usual with dancing and being in year 11!!

But don't worry, I have some exciting things in store for you guys!!! Some new tips I've gotten now that I'm older and more fit, you're going to love the new tips I'm going to give you next year!!!

I'm also going to be writing some more books, that are stories of course, and a book just for dancers!!!

Stay tuned for all of that!!

And also thank you so much for 73k!! I never thought I would ever reach that many views!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS AND YOUR SUPPORT AND COMMENTS! I read every single one of them!!

Now just as a little treat, here's a short kind of story type thing, more like a poem short type thing, that I wrote one time when I was bored!!!

FORGOTTEN 💓💓

I remember that day like it was a second ago
That moment when she walked into the room that morning
She was late, as usual
But that never seemed to worry her usually
But today wasn't a usual day
Today she was different
She opened the door, and it felt like the whole room went silent
She made eye contact with nobody
Her face was so emotionless
So empty
It was like there was something bottled up inside of her
And she was afraid to let it out
So afraid that she couldn't even speak
Her eyes were what got me the most
They held so much emotion
So much sadness
Almost as if she's been tortured so much
That she has begun to feel she's worthless
They were wet, anyone could tell
But she wasn't going to cry
She wasn't going to let anyone take off her mask
Only to reveal her weakness
Her weakness of expressing her own emotions
She puts so much into other people
That she pushes away her own problems
It's like someone has her tied up
Tied her up to chains that won't let her speak the truth
Chains that stop her from being who she truly is
Someone who has used her so much
That she doesn't even have anymore faith in herself
Like her life is meaningless
And her existence
Is nothing

She was like that for the whole double period
For the entire 57 minutes
She was looking at the teacher, taking in the lesson
But you could tell her mind was someplace else
She was so clouded in her own emotions
She couldn't seem to calm down
It seemed as though she was bottling up even more feelings
She looked like she was on the verge of exploding
She would often just stare out the window
And just think to herself
She would sit there for a good 10 minutes
It makes me wonder what someone could of done to her
To make her feel so much pain
To make her so distracted from being herself
I thought this would only last the morning
That by the end of the day she would've calmed herself down
But time didn't take its toll on her
There was no healing in the process
She just seemed to become more lifeless
More empty
And this didn't just go on for the entire day
This has been going on for weeks and weeks
She used to be so happy
So full of life
I remember just looking at her would brighten my day
She just seemed so content with her life
And now suddenly she doesn't seem so happy anymore
She doesn't talk to anyone
She's gone completely mute
Everyday she walks in the same
Empty
Quiet
But most of all
Broken
Her soul is fractured
She's in so much pain you can practically feel it
Her vibes are so strong
Yet nobody seems to ask why
Nobody seems to care
They just watch with sympathy
Feeling helpless to her situation
We don't know what happened to her
Anything could of happened
But what we do know is
This girl has lost her will to live
Everyday she gets weaker and weaker
Almost like she's giving up on herself
She deteriorates with every passing minute
The bags under her eyes are deeper, darker
Her eyes are redder
Her lips are dried
Her body is thinner
But most of all
What's really changed
Is the scars that are becoming more defined
The scars that run across her whole body
And the one scar that runs across her forehead
The little pink scar that she tries to hide with her frizzed up hair

The thing I regret most is that I noticed all these things
I noticed her getting weaker
I noticed the scars
I noticed the tear shed eyes
I noticed the bruises on her arm
I noticed her body getting thinner
I noticed everything
And yet I did nothing
I didn't say anything
I didn't do anything
Nobody did anything
Nothing
And now it's too late, now she's dead
And I'll never forgive myself
For giving up on her
When she had given up on herself

And that's it!! Hope you guys enjoyed that!!!

Please leave comments on thing you would like me to give you tips on or any questions!!!

Stay tuned for exciting things coming soon these holidays!!!

Until next time

Stay pretty

Alana xoxoxoxo