Hate Filled Heart | Michael Kuza/ Chris Motionless-Chris Cerulli

Romance Is Dead And All Is Lust

As we all gathered around, sat on the couches and chairs, Eri decided to grab a movie out of the bag she had brought earlier and put it in.

I went into the kitchen with Svetlana and Devin to make popcorn, pour chips in bowls, grab the cold drinks, and bring them out to the guys.

"Beetlejuice?" Devin smiled, looking at the tv screen.

Eri nodded with a wide smile and took a seat. There are two couches and two recliners in my living room. I took a recliner, Svetlana took the other. Eri, Kylie and Devin took one couch and Ricky and Chris took the other.

Keeping distance between us for now is good. Though, I can't seem to escape his deadly stares.

Throughout the movie I stared at the clock on my wall a lot. I didn't know why but I was anxious about something.

Eri put on the second movie and I smiled when I noticed it was Dark Shadows. Devin enjoyed it as well as Kylie.

Two more movies in and half of these people were falling asleep. The only ones awake now were me, Devin and Chris. We stayed up to finish watching the whole thing.

"I think when this is over, I'm gonna head on home with my Kylie." Devin whispered, stroking his girlfriend's hair.

I nod and look at Chris who won't even look at me. Who knows why?

"I'll take you guys." He assured him. Devin nodded and thanked him.

We waited for the movie to end and that's when I decided to wake everybody else up.

"Wake up!" I screeched, causing everybody to groan and or gasp from fright.

"What the actual fuck, Dahlia?!" Ricky groaned, Angel jumping up and running into his little house.

I smiled and turned on the lights.

"Time to head on home, babies. Come on. I gotta sleep." I chuckled, motioning them out.

Everyone stood up and began walking out.

"Text me tomorrow." Kylie smiled, leaving with Devin and Ricky. I nod and hug them each.

Chris followed behind them but told them, "Here." He threw Devin the keys to his car. "I forgot my jacket and phone, be there in a sec." He came running back and in the house, pushing past me.

Eri and Svetlana left in Eri's car. I went back inside and see Chris standing by the kitchen doorway, staring at me.

I walked in all the way and sighed.

"Youre not gonna say anything?" I asked, quietly.

Chris sighs and steps closer to me. "I'm just...I gotta..." he paused and took a deep breath.

I grabbed his hands and squeezed them, slightly. "Come on, Chris. Talk to me. You've been acting weird since dinner." He took back his hands and stepped back.

"I don't...want to tell you." He muttered, grabbing his jacket and phone off the table.

I sighed, defeated and nod. "I'll drop it, okay?" He nodded, slowly and went for the door. "Come back?" He turned back and looked deep into my eyes.

With a half hearted smile, he said, "I'll be back before you know it." He winked and shut the door.

I sighed and cleaned my house up from the mess these guys made. After doing that, I went upstairs and changed my clothes. Into something more comfortable. So, I grab a pair of black shorts, an oversized HIM tee (It's Michael's tee).

I take off my makeup but keep my eyebrows on. I put my hair up in a pony and go back downstairs to wait up on Chris.

I'm really stupid. Can't I get it through my head that what I'm doing with him is beyond wrong??? Fuck everything.