Hate Filled Heart | Michael Kuza/ Chris Motionless-Chris Cerulli

We Said This Was The Last Time Over And Over Again

[Dahlia]

It's been weeks since I last saw Chris in person. I did what he wanted and checked myself with my doctor. I went to Michael for advice afterwards...I'm not sure why. The results surprised him as much a they did me.

I just hope that Chris doesn't leave me after I tell him what happened...

[Chris]

It's the end of November and since the tour is already over, we'll be heading home tomorrow morning.

Dahlia has the results I've been waiting for and I'm nervous and feel rather queasy.

I can't sleep nor eat properly, I just really want to get home.

The next morning, I wake up eager to get on the flight, which is weird considering how much I hate flying.

I converse with Ricky most of the way before he falls asleep on my shoulder.

Hours later, we arrive to Pennsylvania and I take a train to Pittsburgh while everybody else went to their homes in their towns.

I arrive to Dahlia's house and knock a few times, shivering from the weather.

I shake the snow from my hair and shoulders as I keep waiting. The door then swings open and Dahlia tackles me in a deadly hug.

I laugh and hug back. Her lips find their way onto mine and we fall onto the couch, making out.

She keeps me on top of her and deepens our kiss, no words just passion.

Suddenly, I feel Angel jump on my back, causing me to laugh.

I pull away and he jumps onto the floor. Dahlia and I sit up and Angel curls up to my side.

Dahlia gazes into my eyes as if wanting to tell me something but...it's not good news.

My facial expression changes quickly and I ask, "Well?" She knew exactly what I meant.

She looks down and sighs. "Well, I'm not pregnant." She says, grabbing a piece of paper from the coffee table.

I quickly read over it and whoop in excitement. I'm not a dad!

"This is fucking fantastic, baby! Why aren't you happy with me?" I ask, sitting back down.

She stares at her fidgeting hands as she speaks. "I'm ecstatic, Chris. It's just..." she pauses, suspenseful.

"What, what, don't tell me you were actually hoping the results came out positive, did you?" I ask, confused. She shakes her head. "Then what is it, Dahlia?" I ask.

"After I got the results, I went to talk to Mike about it, not sure why. I guess I needed a friend to talk to. He was surprised I wasn't pregnant considering you and I have unprotected sex everyday." she whispers, softly.

I raise an eyebrow. "And...?"

"I guess he was too happy for me and he ended up...kissing me." My eyes grew of anger. "I kissed back because of instinct but immediately pulled back, knowing it was absolutely wrong." she says, quickly.

I growl and shoot up, pacing back and forth. "Kuza will never quit, will he?" I muttered, angrily. Dahlia stopped my pacing and made me look at her.

"He said he was sorry and that it's the last time he tries anything." She blushed, speaking softly.

Her hand wraps halfway around my bicep, "Maybe I should beat some sense into that guy, after all, he did say he was gonna stop-"

Dahlia pressed her full black lips onto mine just to cease my talking. I pull away and gaze at her in silence.