Leaders ( bellarke ) the 100 fanfic [ book 1]

Chapter 6

I thought about it. Did he like me ?

Why was I thinking about this ? I should be leading not worrying about me .

But shouldn't I get personal time to be who I am to ? not just lead .

Do I like him ? the question scared me

This was so complicated. It was way easier to hate him .

" Clarke . we need to talk " Finn walks in to get water most likely .

" About ?" I said as if he knew we kissed . did bellamy tell anyone .

" I never got to explain to you that me and raven - " I cut him off .

" It's fine Finn im over it. "

" You treat me diffrent then others now "

This pissed me off .

" Do I ? forgive me . I only let you play my heart . I promise you Finn I'm over it now more then I ever was . " I snapped and he lowered his head .

" It's because of bellamy isn't it ? "

" It has nothing to do with -"

" I see the way you look at each other. . Hell I'm suprised he isn't here right now "

And with that he left to .

And note to self : let someone else get you water for now on . People seemed to confront me here a lot .

I was over Finn. But bellamy ? I wish I had an answer to.