Leaders ( bellarke ) the 100 fanfic [ book 1]

Chapter 29

Clarke :

I walk down the cave path .
Unable to stop smiling.

Did that just happen ?
My heart was pounding.

I was off limits ? did that mean we were dating ?

Was I dating bellamy blake ?

My perfect little thoughts were ruined by finn.

" Off limits ? "
" Finn listen " I say but he cuts me off .
" Clarke I love you. I'm in love with you . "

Those words shattered me.
He loved me .
Finn loved me.

" You broke my heart " was all I said.
It was all i could say .
What else was there ?

I moved on .
" Clarke you can't be with bellamy . you hate him .he's leading us to death .
He's going to get us killed . "

" I'm still alive aren't i ? my love life doesn't include you anymore finn"

" I can tell . "

I narrow my eyes at him .

"How ?"

" The way you look at him . when you screamed his name when the dropship was closing . you didn't call my nMe did you ?"

" Finn I thought of you to "
" But after you thought of bellamy "

"What do you want me to do ? leave bellamy ? go with you ? that's not how it's going to go . "

" It can "

"There isn't happy ever after between us Finn . there never was ."

I started walking away .
Because I knew deep down I still cared for him .

But I had to move on .
I only prayed the path I took with bellamy didn't end up the way Finn and Me did .

Leaving me
Broken .
And exposed .