Leaders ( bellarke ) the 100 fanfic [ book 1]

Chapter 19

Clarke :

What was wrong with me ? Why was I yelling at my mom ?

She was trying to help . She didn't understand .

I knew I should walk back to her but I couldn't seem to turn myself around .

I was to tired . Of everything .

Was I finally at my breaking point ?

" hey Clarke , can I talk to you ?"

I hear raven say behind me .

I didn't wanna talk to anyone

" I'm not in a good mood but shure ...."

" we have been in a awkward position together and I want to put it all behind us . To be friends " she says and I know it's sincere .

"Raven ..I loved Finn. Atleast I thought I did . But then you took him . Then I thought I had feelings for Bellamy and you took that too . I'm just a fu time but your the big deal right ? "

I say and I knew I didn't mean that to . So I said

" raven . I didn't mean it . I'm upset right now . Shure . Well be friends "

I say and turn around not wanting to continue .

I walk back in to check on bellamy . He looked so calm . So peaceful.

"Has the cut bled through the cloth yet ?"

" not entirely princess "

I wanted to say more . But right now . If I did ..I'm not shure what would happen

I felt like the world was crashing down one me .

I nod and turn around .

" Clarke wait "