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Chapter Eighteen

There was so much going through my mind right now, did I want to pursue my careers in hairdressing and modelling or just give it up to be a full time mum?

It was something I really needed to talk over with Jayden.

Maybe it was time for a change or keep plodding on with our life as it is, I mean we could move to America if we liked it out there and I could carry on modelling and doing hair.  Maybe Jayden could change jobs and become a truck driver and we could bring Logan up in a more relaxed way of living.

I could take him to the beach more and the weather would be so much better, it could be a new start for us all.  We both want the best for Logan and this could be it, the only drawback would be leaving all my family and friends. That would be so hard, could we overcome it?

 The two weeks flew by with having Delinda stay, we did so many exciting things, we had a pampering session, I did Delinda's hair and nails, we went swimming, we had days out to London, the zoo and local tourist attractions and we even held an Ann Summers party.

I was really upset to see her go back but I promised we would go over to see her in a few months time.  Delinda called me when she got back home to let me know she was home safe and said how much she was missing us all already.

 Logan was growing up so fast and was getting bigger by the day, he had his own little character now.  He had all his health checks and passed those with flying colours we I had no worried there.

I love putting him in cute little outfits and having people comment and say how adorable he look. I would dress him up in little denim dungarees, a designer t shirt, a little baseball cap and little Nike trainers or converse boots.

 As Logan now had a few months on him I decided to book our holiday up to America, Jay had managed to book the time off from work and we booked to go away in four months time, I called Delinda and told her when we would be visiting and she was so excited, Jayden and I both were too.  I had done my research on where about she lives and found out about the attractions and places of interests I would like to visit when we go over there.  Delinda said it was brilliant that I had researched the area and shown an interest so we could go to places that inspired me.

 I did the usual checks in making sure our passports were up to date and got we Logan his very own first passport, all of us were up to date with vaccinations and were looking forward to our holiday.

I promised family and friends we would send them a postcard and keep in touch and would let them know when we arrived there safely, we also left immediate family with contact details if they needed to get in touch with us in an emergency.

The suitcases were all packed and had been for some time as I was so excited; I was like a little girl in a sweet shop for the first time.

 Beverley Hills here we come!!

 We drove to Heathrow airport and checked in, we spent our time having a meal and wondering around the shops before we had to board our flight, I also made a few purchases from the duty free which I couldn't resist.

It wasn't too long before we heard the announcement for our flight and we were soon on the plane, I was really excited but a little nervous too but I love taking off.

Logan sat between Jayden and I and he giggled, he was such a happy boy and was never any trouble.

For the next few hours we watched a few films, we played with Logan and some of his toys, we did some reading and we slept and had a meal.