Straight (Jikook)

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Lisa cried on Rosé's arms. She didn't know what to do to ease her pain. It hurt so much knowing how she was actually never the one and had been kept in this lie for so long. She felt stupid for begging him to stay and try, when clearly he didn't want to. She thought he loved her.

"I just wanted him.. I loved him. I thought this was forever. I wanted to marry him, and grow old with him." She said between her breaths.
"Hey.. shhh. It's.. I know it hurts. But you're home now. You're wanted here. We love you." Rosé cupped her face and kissed her cheek. Jisoo rubbed her back as Jennie wiped her tears as she ran off to get her some water.

"He.. he loves someone else." She cried hard as she looked up at Rosé.
"What? Who?" Jisoo couldn't believe her ears.
"J.. Jimin oppa." She cried as she winced around. The girls went into an absolute catatonia. Even in their wildest dreams could they have not predicted this.
"Wha--" Jennie tried.
"He told me, unnie. It was him. He was the one he loved all along. That is why he started behaving awkwardly. "She said in between her sobs. The girls were now furious.
"He could have told someone! Why behave like a coward!" Rosé said through gritted teeth.
"It's not his fault. A lot had happened. I understand his pain but I wish he could have just told me. I would have backed off.. " Lisa shivered. The girls exchanged glances, anger and disappointment evident on their faces. He could have left her and pursued Jimin earlier. This seemed unfair. Maybe Lisa forgave Jungkook but they, as sisters, couldn't turn their back on her feelings. He was a closed chapter in her life. They hoped that they never spoke to him again.

The girls sat there, hugging her and stroking her hair as she wept like a child. She was almost inconsolable, her crying was making her weak. She slowly started falling asleep on the carpeted floor.
"Hey.. Lalisa. Let's go upstairs." Jisoo woke her up softly.
They all helped her up, just as she sat on the bed she held Rose's hand.
"Don't go.." She said softly.
"I'm here." Rosé lay down next to her, Jisoo and Jennie joined them and snuggled up to her. She breathed out as she started sobbing again, they kept coaxing her till her tired herself out and fell asleep.

The next day was horrible for her. Her eyes were swollen, her body hurt from exhaustion and headache was one of the worst she had ever experienced. It was a bad start. She wondered if Jungkook had gone to meet Jimin yet. She sat there on one of the chairs in the dining room and cupped her head.
"Here." Rosé gave her a bowl of cereal and some toast.
"I'm not hungry... My head hurts.." she managed somehow.
"Just a little, love. Then we'll give you some medicine." Jisoo tucked Lisa's hair behind her ear. Lisa smiled as she picked up the spoon with shaky hands and ate. Jennie couldn't bear to watch Lisa this way. It hurt her. She just got up and went to her room as she wiped her tears.
"What.."
"She just wants to shower. You eat." Jisoo rubbed her back lightly.

As the day progressed. Lisa didn't feel any better emotionally but her physical ailments had cured a lot. She sat there wondering what Jungkook was up to. It hurt that he wasn't meant for her when she thought that they were perfect. But she also knew a lot could not be forced, she just hoped for his happiness.

The next week was dull for all eleven of them. Mainly because they all felt that a lot was left before Jimin and Jungkook moved in together, although Jungkook had been staying at the dorm for the week. Rosé had sent YG employees to get Lisa's remaining luggage and hadn't answered any of Jungkook's calls or messages asking about her well-being.

Lisa's emotional health was improving, but with every step ahead, she fell back two steps. It was proving to be way tougher than she thought, and she decided to go for counselling. She was completely unaware how Taehyung, Hoseok and Jungkook had tried to reach out to know about her. She assumed they didn't care anymore.

As practice got over in the YG studio. The girls headed home with a very heavy heart. Lisa's routine medical checkup revealed how much weight she had lost and her counsellor told them to give her all their support, since she was still showing signs of depression but being the strong girl that she is, she really was trying to put up a brave front.

As usual, when they returned Lisa went and fell onto the pink fluffy couch. The girls were laying out the dinner they had bought on their way home when the bell rang.
"Coming!" Rosé yelled and ran to the door. She opened the door and her smile faded. All of BTS was there.
"What are you guys doing here? Jungkook, I have nothing against any of the other guys. Just leave. Please, let us be. " She said in a pained tone.

"Ro--"
"Please.." Jimin spoke up. Rosé clenched her jaw. She couldn't believe that they were here to put them through this. It was already very tough for Lisa! She didn't want to put her through this!
"With all due respect, oppa. I-"
"Let them in.. please." They all glanced at Lisa who stood afar in the living room.
"Lis--"
"It's okay. Please." She smiled. Maybe this could be the closure she needed, maybe not. But it was worth the try.

Rosé let out a sigh and reluctantly moved. The seven of them walked in. They were shocked at her appearance, she looked so weak. Almost like a different person.
"Lisa.. Can I talk to you?" Jimin asked timidly as the other girls glared. Lisa nodded and smiled as she walked him into her room.

Jungkook and Taehyung talked to Rose, while Jin and Namjoon to Jisoo. Jennie sat completely silent, right across from Yoongi but didn't even spare him a glance. He felt a slight sting as he saw her fighting her tears badly.

Lisa and Jimin entered her room and sat on the bed side to side. Jimin was fighting with his hands.
"Sorry. But there was no other place where we could talk with full privacy.." she laughed.
Jimin shook his head as he looked down, his guilt taking over.
"Lisa. I just wanted to say how sorry I am. I know that I.. I broke you both apart but it wasn't my intention. I admit, I was selfish for doing what I did but I never wanted you to... I didn't want this. I'm so sorry." His tears fell as she stared at him quietly, listening.

"Oppa.. I.. You know, at first I blamed you for everything. But then I realised, this is something I couldn't have avoided. He had been acting weird for a while, before your birthday. " She held his hand softly and Jimin cried silently as he held her hand too.
"He was never mine to have. He always loved you, somewhere I got lost in the charm of the boy I had met, but I could see him change. I was the one who was making it difficult for him to leave, he did try. We're all selfish when it comes to love, one should be a little selfish. It hurt a lot but when I think about it in hindsight. I had lost him a long time ago. I didn't know how to let go, and he didn't know how to have the courage to leave me and come out." She rubbed his knuckles with her thumb.

"Oppa. You.. If two people love each other, I'm no one to come between them. It's their destiny. And I'm sure I'll find mine." She wiped her tears off. Her heart felt a lot lighter.
"Lisa... I can't begin to say how amazing you are. You've done so much for us. I didn't want to do this to you. I'm sorry for being a bastard. I really didn't.." he cried softly and looked at her.
Lisa smiled and wiped his tears.

"It's okay. Just do me one favour.. maybe three." She smiled through her tears.
"Anything!" Jimin nodded quickly.
"Okay. One- there is a small picture of me and Jungkook in the apartment. Please don't throw it away, put it with his pictures of him and you guys. Friends. Family." A tear escaped her eye.
"Of course! That's never going anywhere!" Jimin held her hands tighter.
"Second- keep this. I love this." She gave him the first picture of her and Jimin. He liked down at the tiny frame and a tear fell on it as he smiled nostalgically. Lisa smiled too.

"The last one is tough.." she said and he looked up.
"Lastly, be a part of my life. Forever. I want to see your love bloom." She smiled.

AUTHOR'S NOTE!

OKAY I JUST SAW THAT STRAIGHT WAS 12 AT ONE POINT IN FF. I ALMOST DIED.

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